I'm only submissive toward women :/
Ellicit tells you what you want to hear. You are putting one person's opinion you like to hear above all other accusations. I suggest you tell your psychologist about killing your parents. Maybe he can change your mind. - WW3
Why does it matter if they're dead?~
More seriously, it was me feeling cornered by the environment and wanting to get away of an annoying situation rather than having a desire to kill my mother, so it arguably wasn't personal.
Physical confrontations I involved myself feature a similar pattern. For instance, a guy refused to give me back my seat, which he was saving for me until I make tea. After I told him calmly "make my seat vacant, please" (I was getting irritated), he stared at me, making this smug self-assured smirking facial expression, which by no means was a correct approach, so it followed with me dragging him down to the ground and banging his head at the floor for a bit as he was scratching my face (when father came to pick me up from school he asked me if I got into a fight with a girl lol). Another time a guy was running around the table, making faces while my friend and I were sitting and chatting, minding our own business. It was bearable until he placed his face really close and stuck his tongue out (he was this seemingly retarded faggot). I then picked my friend's pencil from the table and stabbed the fellow in his tongue. Later cornered him at the classroom door, caught his leg as he tried to kick me and proceeded punching his body (around the lungs, etc.), while looking at it and selecting places to hit. Once I decided that he had enough, I let him be, went back to my friend and apologized for ruining the pencil (he nodded and threw it away shortly after). First occurrence happened in the kindergarten a day after my father advised me to punch the people, who were picking on me, in the nose. This ginger bully came to me and I did just that. We both stood there confused for a brief moment and then I said what my father had told me. Few more seconds of awkwardness and then the ginger walked away, holding his nose.
All the physical fights aside of the first one happened due to me finding their actions faulty and wanting to change the situation which reached the point of unbearable. I haven't got picked on physically (aside of the mentioned bully trying to do so), presumably courtesy of a reputation gained after situations like the ones described above. Normally I'm quite calm, though it is more likely for me to stand my ground than walk away, albeit it would seem to be a more reasonable solution.
So, the point is that these things happened due to the beings of the environment crossing the limit of my patience. Contemplating murder fits this pattern and the desire vanished as soon as the argument ended and I was free to roam around minding my own business. Not sure if it's better or worse, though. Still, I don't end up in such situations very often, so perhaps it is not too important to have it discussed with a professional?
Knowing my English skills and knowledge of nerds was too little to muster so much insightful remarks back in a day, I took the inquiry as a trolling attempt and decided not to bother replying to such an accusation, especially keeping in mind how little significance it bears. I didn't bother to check if the other points weren't from the mentioned dictionary, but I'm certain they came from an online source(s).
You keep making interpretations that haven't occurred to me on my own and then imply that its what's going on. I find it a bit annoying but also thought provoking and the latter is nice.
The abuse part for instance. I think that it won't be hard to believe that I don't feel particularly abused by your comments, if we were to look at the above share again.
The times I was provoked were all courtesy of me having my rights effected in one way or another, whether it was me having to sit and listen to some scolding or a dude putting his tongue too close to my personal space.
The comments, on the other hand, don't pose any annoyance whatsoever, so stating that I keep coming back for abuse is not a true statement in any way. On the other hand, one thing did get to me during the penetration, but it's not something you'd expect, haha.
However, your further implication that I were bragging about not being bullied and so on, coupled with the mentioning of abuse, led me to wonder if you're not having any issues in your school. Would explain your online attacks.
Wishing for someone, especially someone close, to die is not a thing that is somewhat peculiar, thus it should not be taken as a serious indication of anything per se. I don't feel an urge to commit a heinous crime or two, so it truly is fine. No worries.
The SPD you keep clinging onto is not too accurate and even if it was, it's not something one should be ashamed (?) about, so you stuffing it in any context is rather useless. But then again, I don't really expect anything more from you.
The abuse part for instance. I think that it won't be hard to believe that I don't feel particularly abused by your comments, if we were to look at the above share again.
The times I was provoked were all courtesy of me having my rights effected in one way or another, whether it was me having to sit and listen to some scolding or a dude putting his tongue too close to my personal space.
The comments, on the other hand, don't pose any annoyance whatsoever, so stating that I keep coming back for abuse is not a true statement in any way. On the other hand, one thing did get to me during the penetration, but it's not something you'd expect, haha.
lol.
Wishing for someone, especially someone close, to die is not a thing that is somewhat peculiar, thus it should not be taken as a serious indication of anything per se. I don't feel an urge to commit a heinous crime or two, so it truly is fine. No worries.​
hahaha. ask anybody irl and see if they agree with you.
However, your further implication that I were bragging about not being bullied and so on, coupled with the mentioning of abuse, led me to wonder if you're not having any issues in your school. Would explain your online attacks.
This is so far off that it's laughable. I think you are imagining things again, schizoid. You on the other hand are certainly bullied on sc. By sugar, by syst, by turn and by myself. being bullied by words on a screen is pathetic.
You just keep coming back for more abuse. Bragging about your kindergarten fights doesn't excuse you from being schizoid. Wanting to kill somebody is a serious condition. with your spd, who knows what will happen? If you're willing to write a million posts asking for others' opinion then you wouldn't mind seeing a professional about it, no?