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suicide attempt 2, day 1


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last night i was feeling like a piece of shit and i swallowed around 25 pills. i've been expecting for something to happen but all that has is me throwing up, and now aside from my hands shaking a bit as i type i'm not feeling any adverse effects from it really.

....like, i expected this to at least have a chance of killing me...can this please fucking work....

facepalm

well anyway, my parents are gonna find the missing pill bottle soon so shit's gonna go down. if i suddenly disappear then assume i'm in the hospital.

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suicide attempt 2, day 1

Why are they going to find the pill bottle? Or do you mean they will notice that its missing? If so, go out and buy pills that come in a similar/identical looking bottle to maybe avoid hospitalization.

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If you really had wanted to die, you wouldn't have tried a method that had failed already.

I decided you're either lying or doing it for the attention and the thrill. You don't want to die.

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that was as much as i had the patience to hoard before impulse took over and i had to take them all

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PLEASE DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!

I AM HERE FOR YOU!!!!

YOU CAN TALK TO ME WHENEVER YOU WANT.

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only 25 

 

fucking pussy

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You could try swallowing something other than 25 vitamin tablets...

How about jumping off a building or running into busy traffic. That should do the job.

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update: it's 10:44, i'm feeling kind of hungover and really trembly and shaky, other than that i'm not feeling too bad now. 

my parents came in my room and found the pill bottle, but i convinced them not to take me to the hospital. it helped that they only thought i had taken 4 (the amount in the bottle), not the 25 that i had hoarded for a week. i'm not going to tell them that, just in case my dumbass self decides to try this again for some reason.

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You are obviously not serious about it if it's only 25, talk to us when you try 50 or do a non-pussy method for it you lil coward

Also can I be your encourager pls :3

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You're developing resistance.

That, or you're on placebo shit.

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