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That is certainly a more convenient approach in the long term, and how do you describe who you are around everyone? what's your personality, like more introverted?

You really need a friend buddy. Optionally a sycophant.

The one that purposly shows that I am not listening to them 

"That is certainly a more convenient approach in the long term, and how do you describe who you are around everyone?"

Direct, to the point of being rude at times. I either say what is on my mind in it's entirety when it comes to mind, or I'm silent. Definitely more introverted, but I can be the life of the party under the right circumstances.

i never show anyone what i am. it's just not my natural way of expressing myself, to spit out everything that's in my head like some people do. it's kind of become buried inside me, to the point that even i can't get at it, sometimes.