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Hey with any luck you'll end up seeing the light at the tunnel and find a new dimension.

Otherwise, enjoy eternal darkness. Hopefully the time will pass quickly. You better hope it passes quickly.

Fuk that'll totally suck for you, sitting in a dark mind, with no sense of space or smell or touch, en eternity, forever, thinking about how much your life sucks.

This is why I have to convince myself this is a troll account, it's the only way I feel ok with laughing at this.

Don't increase disk swap, enable swapping in memory:

https://wiki.archlinux.org/index.php/Zswap

"speaking of which, i'm now attempting to kill myself through dehydration"

Christ alfuckingmighty, you really are pathetic.

Go jump off a tall building and be done with it already.

Dehydration and starvation, that way's slow with very obvious physical symptoms.

It'll likely land you in the hospital.

Edit: FML, keep forgetting to log out of the last remember me'd account. If I had puppets it'd be way too obvious with these sorts of mistakes.

mom, what the fuck?? do you not realize that unplugging my laptop causes me to lose everything i was doing?? what the hell is wrong with just leaving my computer where it was anyway??

note to self: set computer to hibernate once battery is low (and increase swap space).

well i've come up with a more amusing solution for this, i used acpid to run a script that when the computer is unplugged blasts shitty music until it's plugged back in again.

it would probably be even funnier if i got a recording of someone screaming 'PLUG ME BACK IN', i can only imagine my mom's face when my computer starts talking to her lol. 

"i don't know but i'm fairly sure that i'll be in deep shit for trying to sneak out."

Sinister: wants to kill herself, but worries about being grounded and losing stuff she's been doing on the computer.

Can any of you depression geniuses explain this to me? Can Sin be for real and not just talking about suicide because it's edgy? It's above my level of understanding.

Also, what I find interesting is that before the suicide drama started she had been for months on this site not mentioning suicide once. Then suddenly that's almost all she talks about. Seems like a temporary obsession, like Linux used to be.

i was gonna say something but then i accidentally hit back and lost it all and now i'm pissed

After so many failed attempts, planning ahead for the next failure doesn't strike me as too weird.

To me, all these "failures" are speaking volumes, as is considering the next attempt a failure from the start. There is no real desire or intention to off herself. I think it's true in your case too Turn. I know you must relate a lot to sin because you've described similar issues, but I think these suicide thoughts and attempts are more of a compulsion/obsession. Like obsessive ideas, or intrusive thoughts. You have ocd, sin is autistic and seems ocd too. Remember how she was with Linux.

"Can Sin be for real and not just talking about suicide because it's edgy?"

She cares about this place, and the interaction here, despite whatever she claims. I was surprised when I saw in a screenshot of hers about 7 private chats. I think it could be a cry for attention, her "special thing", you know. No one used to take her seriously with the linux crap, but I know for a fact a lot have shown interest and support regarding her suicide attempts. It's not unlikely the attention she gets here fuels the suicide thoughts, the way she talks about them, the way she fucking took a pic of her sticking smth in a socket (I mean come on, who the fuck does that in the middle of an MEANT suicide attempt, it's like someone throwing themselves off a building and thinking of taking a selfie in the air and posting it on instagram). I dunno, something in my gut feeling tells me there's smth else that motivates sin with her posts here.

Do you think that suicidal people are always that way, from the start?

You don;t find the abrupt switch suspicious? I dunno, depression isn't exactly like food poisoning... Sin turned almost over night from nerdy linux sin into sin who posts suicide stuff all over now.