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bupropion

well if at first you don't succeed...
Your father didn't raise a quitter did he, don't disappoint him otherwise he will take your little drone away.

Your father didn't raise a quitter did he,

my dad is incredibly chill, if anything he raised me to be lazy and not give a shit lol

otherwise he will take your little drone away

technically it's his not mine

well if at first you don't succeed...

i'll probably be trying for as long as i'm alive, eventually something'll work. i'm betting that carbon monoxide poisoning will end up doing the trick

"im going to the psychiatrist and telling them their stupid fucking medication makes me suicidal"
Well duh, it's an antidepressant.

Anything I find enjoyable or once found enjoyable has a point where how entertaining it is tapers out. At best said hobbies serve as something to chase until the chase becomes boring.

As I get older, it seems like it takes less to lose interest in things while the initial interest itself is only half if not less than half of what it used to be. Such distractions don't quiet the mind as much as it used to, inhibiting my ability to become lost within it.

I am fascinated by how an antidepressant allows for more suicidal thoughts.

"I know the feeling. It's easier if you can find ways to make the mundane have more interesting dimensions to it, but I share this sentiment pretty hard."

You don't have genuinely fun hobbies that outweigh these mundane moments and make life overall interesting to live?

but like wtf isn't this what it's supposed to prevent

That's funny, because as I get older my interests seem to crystallize and become more tangible to me. My problem is instead a lack of time to pursue my hobbies due to being unable to eradicate the meaningless and mundane parts of life.

We need to advocate for therapeutic use of psychedelics!