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that's really smart to do it in writing. tell me more about your sadistic fantasies, what are they of? a recurring one or different ones?

right now im poating from my phone because i completely fucked up my computer. it's literally such a piece if shit that i cant have pandora and sc open at the samw time without pandora crashing. im gonna see id i have a livecd or aomethimg cause this reallu sucks

"i found where my parents keep the pills, i'm going to take all of them along with some listerine in three days, when the bottle is full."
That sounds really gross.

today i got up and i felt like shit, so i went and had a fucking breakfast of cereal and leftover pasta, because food fills the void.

my mom told me that both my therapist and my psychiatrist don't think i have autism. i was slightly surprised by this, because the old psychiatrist said i did.

after quitting therapy, i decided that i would finally go back, so i've got an appointment next week sometime. i feel nothing but pure joy about this. not

i found where my parents keep the pills, i'm going to take all of them along with some listerine in three days, when the bottle is full.

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Pills probably won't do the trick 

i've done it before, it's fine once you get a tolerance for it

They will realize that you're not responding to the medicine. They are trained to see the cues. If you lie about taking them when they inevitably ask you, they will, at best, amp your dosage or swap entirely.

It's a risk, assuming they are not incompetent.

What about taking your meds for a month or two instead, and seeing if you feel any better? I know that whenever you wrote this, you felt like dying...but what if you end up not feeling that way anymore? What do you have to lose by giving the meds a try?