how do you know you are socio?
psychopaths don't get this worked up over losing someone "they love"
I'll bet a psychopath would get "worked up" if you injected large amounts of heroin into his arms over the course of the year and then suddenly stopped. Isn't oxytocin pretty much just a natural opiate? In any case, this isn't a normal "love" story... is a rather unique situation, and I'm leaving out some relevant info, though I'm not going to get into details.
Anyways, I've already read the Wikipedia article; I just wondered why people keep telling me I'm borderline when I fail the diagnostic criteria. Like, there must be some kind of a psychological or "spiritual" essence they pick up on that somehow doesn't conform to the words on the page, which is why I asking for specific details.
I normally don't care at all. I made a mistake that resulted in the death of a family member and I felt nothing. I normally feel nothing when I lose people. As I stated above, this is a unique thing for me. And possibly only because I identify the person in question - also a psycho - with myself for reasons I'm not gonna get into.
If u care about anyone, ur prob not that psycho. Just saying. Keep wishing u were though.
In general, I don't.
In any case, the line is a little blurrier that I think most people care to admit. Give me full control over the life and experiences of a normie and I'll make in a psycho in under a year. Give me full control of the life and experiences of a psycho and I'll... well, at least knock the psycho down a few notches, if not get rid of it entirely. I've gone through phases of "complete" psychopathy, and I've gone through phases where I feel emotions and empathy to a limited degree. Neuroplasticity is real and dramatic change is possible given dramatic circumstances. Most psychos will argue that point against me to the death simply because the idea scares them - as it does me - but my experiences, and the experiences of people I know, have convinced me..
Anyways, why would anyone "wish" to be a psycho? I almost, ALMOST, wish that I wasn't so that I could become reliable and trustworthy. Almost.
Well what does it mean exactly? That I'm psychotically obsessed and on some bunny boiler shit? Which is totally true btw. But I've never really understood. Last time I was in the mental hospital they wrote "borderline with antisocial traits"
next to "Axis II", though my outpatient people disagreed and took it off, and one other person has told me they think I'm borderline.
Borderline Personality Disorder is another Cluster B disorder, has stuff in common with ASPD but also some differences. Read more about it here:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder
This thing especially "Threatening to kill myself when things don't go my way, behaving in a threatening/borderline psychotic manner, verbally attacking her religion and family" is telling for BPD behavior. Also, psychopaths don't get this worked up over losing someone "they love".
hypercube. omfg. you are the furthest thing from a sociopath..you are always given the short end of the stick, treated badly as a means for control by fat ugly old dudes who then cheat on you with ginger fat girls and you try to get them back and get rejected or broken up with to 'prove a point' lmao...do you think cheating on your bf makes you a badass? makes you a psycho? hahahaha wtf is wrong with you?
oh dear. my darling boy/girl..do you not see the desperation in your words? there are so many alternate explanations for your behavior, one of which is borderline personality disorder, which you've also been told by professionals(?) several times that you meet the criteria for. you said something along the lines of 'i go through psychopathic phases' what kind of nonsense is this lol?
one very good reason that people try to convince themselves they are psychopaths is that this is an escape route from acknowledging your role as a victim, or trying to force yourself to be a predator.