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The things is, I don't care and I never considered it crazy. I'm just referring to how others viewed me and why I didn't really enjoy high school that much.

"There's no joy in being in a room full of people that all think your crazy."

That is a matter of perspective. Some rather enjoy showing that off (or pretending they are during times that crazy is mistaken as something trendy).

What you call "crazy" you could easily shroud under the label "eccentric", if you really care how others see you that much.

Even if you could do something great, chances are you'd get knocked on your ass a few times over before you even put a dent in what great is supposed to be.

Great is not a sense of entitlement, but truly, everyone is entitled to be great.

I can't even begin to tell you how many times I've been knocked on my ass, but I played the dumbest position in football. Linebacker. I think I am permanently brain damaged.

What fucks me up is my memory. Sometimes it's as if parts peer out, instinctively, years later, and clue me in as to how absolutely out gunned, or out witted I was.

One time, I was able to almost clear a blurry sense, and see into the time, this guy rapidly inducted me to interrogate me about what I was doing and my true intentions. That happened, after his wife, interrupted a second rapid induction later on however. Whoa was I pissed off.

Or the time I remembered my business partner hiring an actor to belittle me, and basically kill my spirits on a project, cause he wanted to sell me off to someone as he had no time for the business anymore. I don't know how I know they were an actor, it's the fact that I can remember her looking to him for "cues". I remembered that or figured that out years later though.

I hold no grudges, people gotta do what they gotta do, and based on some people I've run into, there are people who have serious knowledge that others don't.

You know what they do on some forums, is it's as if there are hundreds of people inducing a cognitive behavioral therapy on people. Some of the largest forums on the web are sort of along those lines. I lasted at one for years, but jesus were they ever facist. No projecting, they attack if you have an opinion, they attack you if you project, with I, I, I... and so on...

As for art, the greatest piece I ever made was in grade school, but the teacher took me aside and scolded me, because it was anti-institutional so to speak.

Because school was just as depressing as my home life. There's no joy in being in a room full of people that all think your crazy. Also, I don't really plan on becoming successful through music. I just produce it for the sole purpose of my enjoyment.

Note to asses: I know this is MrOmega and that it's useless trying to educate him (since his brain has long fried from all of his drug abuse), but to all the other readers this might motivate them to try to consciously BECOME human, by educating themselves, etc., or at any rate, it might help you all have a good laugh at me making fun of animals. 

Etzel at your service.

DUDE

You have MORE SERIOUS STUFF TO THINK ABOUT NOW

Namely: WHAT IS THE MOST CUTTING-EDGE PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL IN THE WORLD TODAY

Then you will get the money to get treated there, or you will simply WALK INSIDE and they will receive you with open arms (because you will, no doubt, be among the most interesting subjects around to study and experiment on). This is the greatest thing you can do with your life right now. It's the biggest contribution you can give the world. You must let doctors try to fix you so that people like you cease to exist one day.

Seriously: I would respect you immensely if you one day realized this and did the right thing.

Was that you who posted the Earths water comes from the core?

What makes you think it isn't asteroids?

I think MrNu should seek help and go to a hospital. These forums are only harming him by reinforcing all of his delusions. When he types all this shit and no one comments, or when naive kids engage in "debate" with him, or even when ANYone replies to him, he will immediately see this as proof of his knowledge and sapiency. So his delusions further develop and he starts believing he's "in to something", when the REALITY of the situation is that his brain fried from too much LSD. I mean, I guess he can live happy like this, but at the same time he is making other people stupid. Impressionable kids who might waste 1 or 2 years of their lives researching all these retarded conspiracy theories before realizing they're all retarded (or worse: NEVER realizing it) or even paranoid drug addicts who could STILL overcome their addiction and paranoid delusions, but who are led ASTRAY by all the random links and pictures he posts in his "arguments". This is why I have to put him in his place, in order to avoid contaminating the weaker among us with his bullshit.

Or maybe I'm just writing all this to have fun.

People have been telling him to get is "facts and theories" in order for literally half a decade. There is no point in getting upset or even engaging in it. Let him sit there with his  UV light driven Zodiac theory.