It's not that the work was too hard, I just got so bored of it so easily."
If boredom made it more difficult for you to do it, then it still is a factor that made it too difficult for you. It challenged your attention span. The work was too hard for you from that aspect of the learning curve being stunted for you, as if it was easy you could just do it without focusing too much on it.
"On top of that I recall being depressed the majority of my life due to family issues. It's hard to focus on a test when you'd rather be dead. Aside from that, math was always my favorite class. I remember solving math problems in the most difficult way present."
Why didn't you use school as your escape from the misery? Some nerdy types become more scholastically driven from grief, attributing that to their increased success.
As for the rest of it, my advice is that you work on your sense of focus. Without focus your knowledge will seldom provide you with a practical use. Music needs focus as well if you want to go anywhere beyond some experiments and jam sessions.
meme king le upvoted enlightened music maker reporting in
I also look like a rapist so we have that in common.(i don't but if it makes you feel better to envision me that way go ahead)
Oh did I mention that lighting makes water through fusion? Well it does posts random 1h long youtube video about nothing
I also like to try to run before I can walk; stumbling along in the dimly lit mist of science. Maybe I look like a fool to anyone with any proper understanding of the subject...but hey at least I can post videos.
Same way. Everything I tried on, I got bad marks but anything I half assed, I got great marks. In fact, the harder I tried or the more unique things became the more the suffered or the more I was singled out and punished or simply embarrassed for my efforts.
Wasn't till I got to a public school, and away from the catholic school that I found a classroom with gear the teacher freely let students use.
I got to see that schools "spirit" in a recent lib dub video. It's amazing how some schools are different than others and that is reflected in the work they produce. (they had a turnout, and if you ask me, they were the drama class and probably supported or encouraged by the champlain, or whatever the head of the chapel is called, Chaplain, but that's a guess)
Check this one out, you can tell some of the people in the video are upset at the number of retakes of instruction received, but otherwise it's super tight, almost a peter gabriel or herbie hancock video.
If I were a genius, how would I know? Would some number tell me, some test??
I don't have any real aptitude for anything. I don't have much of a mind for math or computers or the like.
The only thing that people can agree that I am good at seems to be art - I always get people telling me I'm gifted or something. I don't think I ever had that much talent (or even enjoy doing art for that matter), but whatever.
What I seem to be amounting to now is someone whom society at large basically has no place for. Does this constitute a genius? Aren't I supposed to be accomplishing something great here??
Nah. I'm outta here
by CadaverI would recommend learning what antimatter is,
And what type of energy signature, would pair production produce?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gamma_spectroscopy
Gamma spectroscopy detectors are passive materials that wait for a gamma interaction to occur in the detector volume. The most important interaction mechanisms are the photoelectric effect, the Compton effect, and pair production.
no citations, but something anyways, right?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pair_production
Pair production is the creation of an elementary particle and its antiparticle, for example creating an electron and positron, a muon and antimuon, or a proton and antiproton.
- Some amazing advice for him dealt out in 2011, he has not learned.
I left it as that, because I'm talking to brick walls. I hope you see the possibility now though. Stop watching the Big Bang, sheldon has your soul.
I haven't figured out the origins or the art of the Roman Tragedy yet, but that's the comedy we all know today. It did come out within a year or so of that ,massive god vs atheist web battle though, so...
There are terrestrial gamma ray bursts coming off thunder clouds, there is more than enough energy in the atmospheric lightning, which strike upwards.
That's a recent discovery as of the 1990's.
Listen to this bang.
Now we can ask, hey, why do power lines sizzle and fry and crackle? Where is the loud thunder clap?
I dunno... but that guy is fusing together hydrogen and oxygen to make water.
If you want me to say that guy is chemically bonding oxygen and hydrogen with some energy, sure, but I don't even know if that is correct terminology.
All I know, is weather modification is real, and chemicals which change the electrostatic charge of the clouds, work.
Could there be a link? A mechanism which exists, yet seems to do nothing? Maybe someone here can write a paper and become world famous, someone with a degree maybe? Maybe not?
http://science.nasa.gov/science-news/science-at-nasa/2014/31dec_tgfs/
Dec 31, 2014: Each day, thunderstorms around the world produce about a thousand quick bursts of gamma rays, some of the highest-energy light naturally found on Earth. By merging records of events seen by NASA's Fermi Gamma-ray Space Telescope with data from ground-based radar and lightning detectors, scientists have completed the most detailed analysis to date of the types of thunderstorms involved.
"Remarkably, we have found that any thunderstorm can produce gamma rays, even those that appear to be so weak a meteorologist wouldn't look twice at them," said Themis Chronis, who led the research at the University of Alabama in Huntsville (UAH).
There is something to this, for sure, however... I mean alot of Ozone is created in a thunderstorm. Are they splitting atoms, or just molecules, you tell me, whatever I don't care.
http://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/what-makes-rain-smell-so-good-13806085/?no-ist
Ozone—O3, the molecule made up of three oxygen atoms bonded together—also plays a role in the smell, especially after thunderstorms. A lightning bolt’s electrical charge can split oxygen and nitrogen molecules in the atmosphere, and they often recombine into nitric oxide (NO), which then interacts with other chemicals in the atmosphere to produce ozone. Sometimes, you can even smell ozone in the air (it has a sharp scent reminiscent of chlorine) before a storm arrives because it can be carried over long distances from high altitudes.
lol here he goes again - my favorite wind up toy Dance boy dance!
The funniest part of your thread I will post here so people don't have to click your shitty links.
"What are the chances that it is carrying, and fusing hydrogen on it's way down, throwing water on the clouds? It almost looks like it is thrusting material down when it strikes too." -Mr O
Mr.O does not understand the basic nature of fusion and power needed for fusion (chemical bonds also seem to be too complex) - but he thinks after watching a little video that he is on to something.
"I'd say it isn't counter intuitive or intuitive. It is simply that you are asking questions, getting answers, and then picking at random facts about 10 different subjects that seems to you to make this possible and asking more questions using those as guides. Instead, I would recommend learning what antimatter is, how it is created, what Nuclear Fusion is, etc. Just the basics." - Senior member of physics forum
- Some amazing advice for him dealt out in 2011, he has not learned.
"A scholar in many subjects or a scholar in a single subject may be referred to as a genius." - Well, with my highest IQ score being 132 from what was probably an inaccurate test to begin with, I'm not a genius. But I can say that I devote most of my time to music and recently I've managed to create one of the greatest productions of my life and can't wait to see it unfold. Even if my future in music doesn't consist of success, I can't wait to see where it leads as far as DAW production goes and especially incorporating real instruments into it. I've always loved producing music in any DAW, but I don't consider myself talented enough to make something interesting and entertaining enough to listen to as classical music is for me.
Until I can, music will be nothing more than a hobby for me. But the argument that electronic music isn't real music still upsets me. I can argue all music made after classical music is complete garbage and doesn't have any really impact on the world of music as much as classical has had. But with or without and instrument, people will always find ways to mold different sounds together and create what we call music, wether people like it or not.