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why did you call a crisis hot line?  What was going on that was so bad?  Maybe sharing this could help Plague in some way... at least more than a help line right?

I have heard of similar stories...'but I have also heard successful intervention in the hands of help lines.  I also know a few people who volunteer for these things and take the job extremely serious.  They never want someone to have a call like yours... Fact is, you don't call and keep coming to a place like this when you're borderline doing yourself in, well... those odds are only good for the sharks wanting to see blood. 

Nah, OP is right, those things don't help at all.

OP, get your shit together or go through with it already. I totally feel you, but as Virus pointed out, crying for help a forum with "sociopath" in the name is probably not a healthy way to cope.

If nothing else, score some crystal meth and become a junkie. That worked for one of my best friends until he downward spiraled over the course of a few years, went completely insane, and then disappeared after going on a rampage. But at least he didn't kill himself, I think

I called one when I was like 17 or so. The person on the other end sounded bored and drunk.

Oh, yeah. Well, I don't need anyone to dump on is what I meant. Amusing web sites are not the same thing as crying at a stranger over the phone because you can't deal with your life problems on your own.

And yet:

by Digital Laughter

Hey all.

I'm (obviously) a psycho/socio/whatever, and I'm in love. Which is a very odd and unique experience for me.

I've had an on-and-off relationship with a girl for five years now, and I really, truly, actually love her and want her to be happy. I don't just want to use her. I think this has something to do with the fact that I, for whatever reason, identify her with myself.

But I also want her, and she has cut off contact from me due to my psychopathic behaviors. Threatening to kill myself when things don't go my way, behaving in a threatening/borderline psychotic manner, verbally attacking her religion and family, etc.

I really want to change, at least for this one person. I think she might give me a chance again if I can understand how to break out of these patterns and treat her more responsibly. I never, ever want to hurt her again, even if it means things don't go my way... but this is obviously a difficult thing for a psycho to understand how to do.

Has anyone else here had similar experiences, or know how to alter psycho behavioral patterns to elicit positive emotions/reactions from other people? I mean, yeah, I could just kidnap her at gunpoint or something, but I actually want to change and become someone that she wants to be around... Any ideas?

Asking for practical advice is not crying.

Called on a friend's advice. I didn't really want to, didn't think it would help. It didn't. Only thing that helps is man the fuck up and stop being a bitch.

Also, Turncoat, fuck that because I don't need anyone to talk to.

"Also, Turncoat, fuck that because I don't need anyone to talk to."

Isn't talking to people the purpose of a forum?

But I do regret making that post tho, why I was expecting help from a sociopath community I dunno

thanks :)