For the dominatrix-es around
Who wouldn't want a good girl, a soft hand,
A gentle woman for a gentleman?
He said, 'It's been fine so far but after a while
I want more than a soft style.
I want some slashes
To go with those long eyelashes.'
And so the bedroom became the black room
But a year later he wanted something more,
Something I wasn't quite prepared for.
He said, 'Every woman has an itch
And every nice girl secretly wants to switch.''
I like how the skins look on your white hands.
I'd like you to deliver one of my demands.'
He said, 'Every woman has an itch
And every nice girl wants to switch.'
He led me in and lit the room with a hundred candles
And said 'God never gives you more than you can handle.'
I sat astride his chest, 'It's just a thrill,' he said,
As he relaxed on the dark, dark bed, 'it's just breath control.'
He whispered 'Hold me here' and I did and his head fell back.
He whispered 'Press harder' and I did and his eyes rolled back.
It's just breath control. Just breath control.
I saw him go pale. I saw him seize up,
I felt something creep up like a taste for this.
Like a reward.
A kind of love,
A kind of lustmord.
It was a minute then three then five then ten,
He wasn't coming up again.I held on for twelve.
I saw him seize and thrash and twist
And when he was still, I lifted away my wrists
And looked at my hands
And tried to understand.
'It's just a thrill' I said
As he relaxed on the dark, dark bed.
I sat aside his chest,
'It's just a thrill,' he said,
'just a thrill. It's just breath control.
'When it was over, I slipped off the skins
And drowned them in the river where we used to swim
And a year later in a shop, I was stopped by a man.
He said, 'I know you're looking for something that's hard to find
And I think I have what you have in mind.'
And he led me to a glass case
And looked deep into my face...
'It's just... control.'
Reaper aka Thrill Kill
(Almbum version)
Waste away this life I used to live
Before I died for you
Look into my eyes again
Before I lied to you
It's just another life I took
To bring you back to me
It's just another knife inside
To bring you to your knees
It's just a lie and a waste
And another fucking day
Show me why I should believe
And I'll show you why I hate
You thought I was a part
Of your simple fucking minds
I left you long ago
I'm nothing but a lie
Hide the life I used lead
Before I gave to you
Buy the lives you gave to me
To keep me under you
Tear away your eyes
And look inside of me
Rip apart your dreams
And that's where I'll be
It's just a lie and waste
And another fucking day
Show me why I should believe
And I'll show you why I hate
It's just a knife deep inside
To bring you to your knees
Show me why I should accept
And I'll teach you to believe
X
Void, Alena, Turncoat, Pink01.
I know you've missed in the darkness in you
You look yourself, you can't find yourself, you don't know how to do it.
The hard part is wanting, sometimes I feel like you get away.
I try to help even when you are your own bars.
Do not be afraid, I will sit with you in this cave
My shoulder can handle what your soul can not by his own.
I need to understand you, you need not to blame yourself,
Now you have to be strong, just let me help you.
Do not sink even if you feel that there is nothing ...
This void will not be filled until you feel like to do it.
I know that none of this is fair and is meaningless,
Do you think that nothing has meaning? Yes it has. Be with you.
I understand, I understand that silence so sincere and there is no rush
I wait for you. although longing your smile.
It is so deep the wound that you have to hide.
And you strive to try nobody notice it.
If I could I bring you the stars every night.
So you talk to them and so you can jump this bump
If you're broken, I will try to fix you, I'm not going to get tired,
Although time passes so slow, try to relax.
One day you lose, the others you win, life gives and takes away.
Although the days are repeated, they get to an end, same as fame do,
So love yourself everyday before lie in bed.
Life is a drama, scream or cry if you need it.
Now tell me, do you think there are no reason to stay here?
Smile, because there are so many things to live.
Do not forget that you have, they who love you, next to you.
It was you who taught me, that I do not have to give up.