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I've stumbled across a small setback in my recovery.

I was in the breakroom at work when a random number sent me a picture message. I opened it to find several recent pictures of my target. It has been months since I've seen an image of her and it felt like I got hit in the chest with a brick, followed by someone dumping ice water down my spine. So much sadness which instantly lit up into anger, someone was fucking with me and they were about to be dealt with. I wasn't in any condition for work, I made some bullshit excuse and left.

I sped home, took the number and traced it. It came from her house, I knew it wasn't as hers, I knew it by heart. I started screening possible family members and it turns out it was, her mom? I went to my mother's house and went through her contacts(the two are friends from years back) and confirmed it. 

My identity isn't revealed or in jeopardy, no light has been shed on my old habits. The two know of our history together, her mother is doing this for two reasons if not both.

A.) - Her mother doesn't like the crowd she's getting involved with or figures she'd do better with me. Understandable, the company she kept in the past isn't the greatest group of people. Without my influence those idiots just came back.

B.) - Her reaching out through her mother to get my attention. She's shy like that, it wouldn't be the first time she's done so through her mother.

I'll have to give it time, either option means that now I'll have the best chance I'll have at obtaining what I've lost. I'll wait, hopefully not make a decision based off of momentary judgement. The more and more I think about it, the more logical reasons for gaining her seem to surface. It would just be impractical not to go after her. 6 years and this is an open, guided opportunity at her. 

If I fail it should only discourage me further, making it easier to break away I suppose.

"Surprisingly, perfectionist runs of some games (Splinter Cell)"

I agree. And oh yes, I am a huge fan of the Splinter Cell series.. I can't tell you how many times I've had Kestrel clear the game on the hardest difficulty without using anything but unarmed assaults. I don't like Blacklist, they made running and gunning a viable option.

I get frustrated at the same thing, peers are annoying and aren't intrested in knowledge. For example, last night during my break, my peers were more concerned about facebook drama while I'm sitting in awe at the Russia/Ukraine conflict going on right now. Even though the news was on they just didn't care. 

This pisses me off like no other, I usually end up making a rant about the bleak future of my generation. Or playing perfectionist games like you said. Right now I'm on Dark Souls 2, very frustrating being a dex build in that game.

Sure you are. lol 

It turns me on when chicks call me a retard 

 You're so dumb! LOL

why not send an SMS back and ask what she wants

Guy, a long long time ago, in fact it was in high school, there was a girl who fell madly in love with me. I didn't think anything of it, but we dated, and whoa did she ever spill over in ecstasy in my presence.

At the time I had no idea how significant that behavior was. It was new to me.

Anyways, we broke up, rather quickly. It was no big deal to me. It was quick, without confrontation and I never thought twice about it.

Fast forward a few years, and I ran into her, and she immediately went to hide behind someone, as if I were radioactive or some menacing threat.

I had absolutely destroyed her, and my presence was painful to them. I had no idea I had hurt them so severely.

So, you are an idiot.

I was figuring he must be easily aroused around most women. Some men have trouble thinking when they have an erection, which I guess would only contribute to the retard accusation fetish.

I plan on not answering it until I can decide my own course of action. Me responding to the text will just draw me closer back into the mindset I've been avoiding. Until I can make a decision, I'm just going to ignore it. 

Say hi to your Mom for me, you asshole.

He'd best do what the mother wants, and spend a few hours looking at the pictures to figure out if there are any feelings there that can be resurrected.

Try really hard, because someone such as that doesn't come along very often. Young love is some of the strongest and purest love out there.

At which point, either continue to keep your distance, or get back together and enjoy the opportunity.

Her daughter is miserable, and it is because of you systematic. That's how fucking stupid you are.

And what the fuck is this bullshit?

It doesn't correlate to my situation in the slightest, it's almost the exact opposite and you're trying to draw a tangent. 

All those supplements and chemicals are fucking your head.