No, you don't pretend at all. I'm 100% confident your deluded mind believes this shit.
by Thrill Kill
My cape and tights are hidden away in a box somewhere, along with my super, duper special spiderman suit...
^ Wtf is this? Is that your lame attempt at trying to be har har funny? You should stick to your psychopathic delusions. Now they're comedy fucking gold! Trust me!
by HelenaHi, Thrill Kill. First time correspondent, long time observer.
My attention was first drawn to your internet presence by, you guessed it, Ukan, on the old forum. Several of the members immensely enjoyed your exposure and I had hoped that you would one day return to grace us with your presence.
It is this thread that has provoked my first post to this forum, having witnessed your embarrassing attempts to veil your failures as psychopathic success stories:
How many of you here...
... live a parasitic lifestyle (by defrauding the government and/or living off other people)?
TK, unless your circumstances have changed, you collect welfare from your local Centrelink for the raising of your child. This is not fraud, presuming that the child still lives with you.You’re entitled to this money by law.
You once confessed to having to beg your mother to allow you back over her threshold. That’s not parasitic; that’s desperate.
... have trouble maintaining a steady job (due to irresponsibility and/orpoor behavioral controls)?
I’ll give you that one, citing a probably chequered work history due to your tumultuous relationship with yourex partner and its associated booze and drug binges.
... always blame others when things go wrong?
Oh, Thrill Kill, this is where shit REALLY gets interesting. Because, you see, you blame YOURSELF for everything that’s gone wrong in your life. Every. Fucking. Thing. Even the shit that WASN’T your fault, such as your abusive childhood and the fact that the abuse you suffered led you to seek in your adult partners the same characteristics of your abusive parent/s. You’ve never recovered, Thrill Kill, and that’s what REALLY rips your sociopathic mask off your face and tosses its shattered remains to the ground. Because sociopaths don’t NEED to recover. They act. They do. They don’t DWELL. They don’t waste their lives pining away on psych forums. Some of them have nothing to recover FROM, and those who do lack the insight to realize that they might need to, have, or haven't recovered.
... have relationship problems (due to an inability and lack of desire to emotionally connect with others, and other reasons that relate to sociopathy)?
I’m a busy woman. I have shit to do. See my response to your question above.
... have poor behavioral controls (anger issues/highly reactive)?
You have a high degree of angst, I shall give you that. But, unless I've missed something, you’ve yet to cite a single example of a situation in which that aggression has been acted upon due to a lack of behavioural control. Your aggression seems to be limited to squawking at your fellow Sociopath World posters, accusations of projection framed as though through a mirror. This is probably because your angst has no place to vent. You’re in your mid-forties, you’re a single mother without a dollar to her name. Your life is over and you know it. You’re dead, and you haven’t even died yet.
Being a sociopath is not just about lacking empathy, remorse and guilt and having shallow emotions. It can have a negative impact on your life.
I know this because the things I mentioned above have impacted my life. Yet, the rest of you all claim to be successful with steady jobs and good relationships.
Wrong. Most sociopaths remain undiagnosed PRECISELY because they lead successful lives.
I smell so much bullshit on this forum, this place has become a sewer for all the wannabes
It certainly has. And you’re the biggest wannabe of them all.
Why waste my time on this post? I don’t know. I’m bored, and for some reason, of all Thrill Kill’s desperate attempts to will her fears into bravery (bravado) this struck me as the most amusing and therefore the most worthy of a response.
Lmfao
"... live a parasitic lifestyle (by defrauding the government and/or living off other people)?"
Yes, to both of the above. Wont go into the former but I used to sponge off of my family and friends to get what I want. I'd lie and steal and so forth.
"... have trouble maintaining a steady job (due to irresponsibility and/or poor behavioral controls)?"
Yes, my first job as a football steward (basically plastic security) was so crap that I lied to my boss that some one assaulted me and that I couldn't continue working there because I was afraid, I also make fake scratches on my hand as proof of the attack. My second job was fund raising, it was crap as well but this time I didn't choose this job, it was offered to me by someone who I actually hate, but I took it anyway because it was easy money. £180 a week although I hated my colleagues for their happy disposition so after a while I quit. The third job I quite due to issues in my social life that gave me a lot of stress.
"... have trouble staying out of debt?"
Not with the bank, as soon as I found out I was overdrawn I put money in immediately so the debt wouldn't go up. But with friends and acquaintances, I simply take my time and pay them when ever, or I never pay them. If I have cash I spend it mostly on my self.
"... always blame others when things go wrong?"
I personally think im never wrong, people just aren't on the same level as me.
"... have relationship problems (due to an inability and lack of desire to emotionally connect with others, and other reasons that relate to sociopathy)?"
Yes constantly, its usually a power struggle. Or she gets too emotional to a point where it seems she seeks more and more attention and I cant relate past that point. Sometimes I even think that the connection between us is a "default" one mostly because we are two completely different people - not just in the sense of fasion or music, but also philosophy and intellect.
"... have poor behavioral controls (anger issues/highly reactive)?"
I've punched through a window because I thought the person in question betrayed me, so yes I do have anger issues. I can certainly be extreme when, for example, I see some dumb teenagers trying to be tough and cool and I proclaim that they should die. Not a simple "oh I hope they die" but more of a "I wish I had a knife so I could tear into them and rip their organs out". Ive also been in trouble with the police on several occasions in regards to my anger.
Im proud of having a different thought pattern, id rather be looked down upon by society for being a threat and not accepted by society for being another member of the herd. When i see normal people walking down the street i just think im surrounded by filth and maggots, i have burning contempt for 99% of mankind, the remaining 1% are people i like, eg, people like me, my true friends, my gf.
I never claimed to be a successful psychopath.
I’m glad to hear that, because I would identify you with neither of those terms.
Disability Support (which is my main payment) has nothing to do with raising a child. I would still get that money whether I had a kid or not.
That’s still not fraud. Sorry, TK. BTW, I know exactly how easy it is to cheat the Australian government. Practically everyone I know does it, in some form.
I'm surprised you didn't come up with some bullshit reason as to why you think that one doesn't count as well.
This is the point which elicited this response from you:
I'll give you that one, citing a probably chequered work history due to your tumultuous relationship with yourex partner and its associated booze and drug binges.
You didn’t read it, did you, Thrill Kill? You were so desperate to respond to it, to relieve yourself of your growing angst, that you didn’t get to the end of the sentence to find out that I accused you of having a poor work history due todrug abuse and your, ah-hem, domestic problems. BTW, Thrill Kill, unless your boyfriend was a skinny-ass meth head currently in withdrawal, there's no way your fat ass kicked the crap out of him. I know, because the average man has about thirty kilos on a woman, and I've fought men myself. You have to be fast and strong. I'm a gymnast and a Martial Artist. I know what it takes to kick the shit out of a man who isn't a weak, pathetic sack of filth.
Have you considered getting a life of your own or would that be too much effort for you?
Oh, lordy, I just LOVE it when Australasians utter this phrase! The careful observer notices that it’s preceded by a process which is reflected in the face. First, there’s shock. A stunned lamb, struck at the back of the head, comes to mind here. Then there’s anguish in the eyes. Humiliation. Fear. Finally, anger, and once you get to that stage, you’re incapable of concocting a response worthy of whatever it was that caused your shame. So you screech, “GET A LIFE!†I only wish I could’ve seen your face as you typed that.
BTW, how many Sociopath World posts are you up to now?
Right... and when they sqawk at me, that's not projection at all, is it...
I didn’t claim that no one else here projects their insecurities onto anyone else here. Actually, it happens quite a lot. But not with the tenacity, the fear, the raw hysteria that your projections spit. Come on, TK, you’re trying to hide a whole spectrum of emotions that in our society are regarded as pathetic. You’re a coward, Thrill, and you know it, so you’ve created this internet persona to hide behind. You've decided to be the villain in your winter of discontent.
Most sociopaths do not lead successful lives. Why do you think there are so many people with AsPD in prison?
I guess Robert Hare was incorrect when he stated that the majority of sociopaths reside OUTSIDE prison cells. What would his PhD be worth against your obsessive internet scrolling?