by spitenothing of real informational value lol. i think you seem well adjusted enough to trust that the way you act is a justified response to whatever events, thoughts, or feelings have made you into who you are. if you really have the desire to genuinely feel these things, going to a professional is something im sure youve already thought about. other than that.. have a nice life, or stick around and talk a while.
I am definitely going to stick around. I would also like to hear some more thoughts on this topic.