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Also I feel better than all the children around me. I dress in only designer clothes, I like foie gras and other expensive food, and classical music. I just feel every one around me is so unintelligent and all they care about is shitty rap music and playing "COD". I run an online business and I am obsessed with becoming rich. I know that I will be rich when I am older and I will do whatever it takes to make the money. Legal or illegal.
you create a fake sense of pity, maybe because no one else pities you? maybe its that you do care, and trick yourself into thinking you dont. then this "i fake these feelings" thing comes out of that. you could be deluding yourself, or you could simply crave that feeling of pity that no one else provides for you. i cant say and tell you im sure about what im saying, but it might help to throw those thoughts out here.
and it sounds like you enjoy manipulating people because it is your way of feeling in control. the abuse could be the cause of all of it, but who knows.
if someone tries to diagnose you or some shit, ignore it lol
what sort of business is it, online retail, web design?
I didn't come here to be diagnosed. "Sociopath" and other labels are just labels in the English vocabulary. I don't know if you are exactly on par as I have not told you my whole life story but I do appreciate the response. I simply just want to hear like minded individuals thoughts. I also want to see if anyone can relate.
by spiteyou create a fake sense of pity, maybe because no one else pities you? maybe its that you do care, and trick yourself into thinking you dont. then this "i fake these feelings" thing comes out of that. you could be deluding yourself, or you could simply crave that feeling of pity that no one else provides for you. i cant say and tell you im sure about what im saying, but it might help to throw those thoughts out here.
and it sounds like you enjoy manipulating people because it is your way of feeling in control. the abuse could be the cause of all of it, but who knows.
if someone tries to diagnose you or some shit, ignore it lol
what sort of business is it, online retail, web design?
Didn't see the last part you asked. I do a number of things. Mostly things that have to do with malware. I also ran a hosting company for a bit.
by spitei understand that. do you allow yourself to be abused just so you can pity yourself, danlie?
No. I don't get to choose when I am and am not abused. However when I do depending how I feel I will try and feel bad for myself. I just always feel very empty and sometimes I like to try and just feel what everyone else does. I think it is a combination of wanting to feel something and wanting someone to feel something for me. If that makes sense. Any thoughts on the other things I mentioned?