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as i said before, when i was in my mom's stomach, she did a lot of drugs, and so when i was born, they thought i was mentally retarted, so when all my siblings would play, i would have to sit in a high-chair and just.. sit there since it wasn't safe for me.

when i was adopted i was really really malnourished and skinny, and i was afraid of water, and plenty of other things! this is what my parents told me btw.

i believe that all that time as an infant sitting there... thinking.. instead of experimenting with the world or other people.. it's lead me to live a life that's more introverted and inside my own head. my happiness doesn't come externally, rather it comes from the way i see things internally, and obvious.ly.. success which i guess you could call external, but most of the time i think it's the planning for success (internally) that makes you successfulll (externally)

Thank you for taking the time to explain the relationship between the two. I think I will just continue to observe, and see what I see. 

How old are you and have you ever seen a therapist?

i'm 16, and no, and i don't plan to.

i really enjoy my life, and i'm so exicted for my future. i appreciate so much the skill i seem to have accidently picked up with computers, and i so appreciate my brother "who's parents adopted me" michael, who is literally a genious, and dedicating his time and even life to this company, and he gives me the confidence that together we can make this comapny a success, and i can follow my dreams

What exactly do you do in the computer industry?

let me show you using the example of what i've done on this forum!

ill make a new thread becasue it will be ab ig post i think lol

First of all, Luna, I don't think there is anything "wrong" with you at all. Not even a narcissist, although that moon stuff was pretty far-fetched. :)

"...didn't do it becasue he's a bad person. he did it becasue the opportunity presented itself."

Could you elaborate on this? Whether he seized the opportunity or stole those names as part of a masterplan hardly matters, does it?

And although I agree with you that Edvard seems to go at Spatial a tad bit too hard, don't you see what it is he does that rubs so many people that come through here the wrong way?

"i have this theory that everything in the universe is action->reaction... nothing is left to chance... the concious is that 5% left over. the "you". and i think it is what has the power to observe the situation, and change our fate."

I believe, as I've said before, that quantum physics may hold the key to explaining (if it can be explained at all) to 'fate' and how we are seemingly able to make choices that violate what would appear to be a deterministic universe.

ive talked about my hb. And alterego im not the only one who gets hb disapproval. isnt yours always getting upset wit u about ur emotional bluntness and insensitivity to ppl???

i am not a troll. i just like to cut loose here sometimes. if u want troll see edward

Thank you for taking the time to explain the relationship between the two. I think I will just continue to observe, and see what I see.

As Luna stated, the names I've taken all have been discarded by the user. When I used them, it was totally transparent, and they were more suits than sock puppets. All of the original users were at peace with this, as they are at peace with me. Some of them even felt honoured when I used their old names, and in the event they wished to have their old title, they would find it in my safe keeping. Also I did not take just anyone's old title as I've had oppertunities to have them.

As for Edvards case, his reasons for planting toxic seeds in the minds of others so they would frown at me by word. Well, his reasoning is actually petty. When asked, Edvard will say things like "Cause he's a narc ! And an asshole, and I can't stand him" But he'll never give a legitimate example.

At the root of the issue, this all has to do with my failure to comply to those who tried to dominate me. People who threaten to intervene with my own family, people who has fed my family to the shark tank, people who wish to see me a coward. Edvard would often encourage my parasites to take a bite of me. The day I clearified to Edvard that I've assigned him responsible for every time I would say terrible things about those he serves, is the day it came to a halt. As expected, when Edvard stopped, there was peace, but in turn Edvard from that day forward turned very bitter toward me, cursing, and talk of how he'd attack me in person, to trying to demonize me, like he did with you Silk.

On that note, I'm glad you'll sooner observe, some people take Edvard's word for it and carry on with Edvard's will to bash and discredit me. In turn I stand up for myself, but that is seen as me being an asshole or a narcissist.

Even when I drop the truth, Edvard will refuse it, for he is more narcissistic than myself. He boasts of his power and beauty, lest he frowns at the idea of showing himself. It is said insecurity can at times disrupt narcissistic grandiosity. Me ? I claim to be the average joe, very unlike a true narcissist that claims to be hot shit.

So yes. For Edvard, it has to do with winning and losing, and he'd be so much happier if he was winning. As for myself, I don't see any reason to let go of the truth to please him, so I'd reckon his issues are internal, while my dignity manages him, while it should not.