i had planned with ME to redo the forum before the news that the forum was going to be deleted. just don't want it to seem like it was a setup lol
My husband accepts me exactly how I am, and when I get out of line, he calls me on my shit, and we fight it out. He isn't perfect either, and is only a smidgen more empathetic than I am. But he does not tell me how to act, speak or behave with others. I would never tolerate that.
"Ive no idea wut deglected is. it sounds hot. alterego was beat so bad all that remained of her personality was cognitive functionie a robot. nuff said"
^And you say you pride yourself on your intelligence. If you're so smart, why do you express yourself like a trolling ditz? You say things you cannot remember, ask what obvious typos mean, and flirt shamelessly with any man who will give you an iota of attention. These are not the hallmarks of a stalwart intellect.
You are ashamed of your marriage because your husband is ashamed of you. You resent how he neglects you, and disdains the things that bring you joy. He sounds like a real stuffed shirt. Be honest, now. How many times have you cheated on him? How many emotional trysts have you indulged in to fill the gaping hole that he is not man enough to fill, chana?
So many words, such little substance, spacecase. You don't see yourself. You say you think you're an average joe, but you blame even your inability to find a date on the city you live in. You never admit to being wrong, and cast aspersions on indivduals on the basis of faulty assumptions, smugly judging them to be good or evil, black or white, from atop the pedestal you have erected for yourself - as though you could possibly ever truly know anyone based upon your limited interactions with them here. Even when you are presented with proof of the contrary, you find ways to rationalize your opinions, and maintain your precious delusions, rather than admit defeat.
Don't talk to me about the purported "superiority" of your precious feelings. You wear your guilt and shame like a halo you take out and polish on special occasions. Everything you say here is a show of false grandiosity.