"i have everything and i am happy with with my life."
Yet you are going to great lengths to tell your "stories", and you are on an internet forum doing so.
Who are you trying to convince?
Lol, so you enjoy being beat upon, do you? Masochist much?
I'd like to see you try and inflict some pain on an adult human being but you and I both know that you're too chicken shit for that, aren't you paki boy. And that's the reason you take your frustration out on insects, isn't it. You're a scared little chicken shit coward who would rather pull the legs off spiders than be a man an act out his urges on humans.