Sociopath Community

by Pink01

If you were talking to me I never said I thought people had ulterior motives. I think there's people in my life that are genuinely interested in me...especially romantically.

I know the way I live is sad to most people. I like it

 yes i was to you, more to the point where you refer to interacting with people for gain and not really understanding what a friendship is.    I'm not referring to romatically, just pure friendship that you say you haven't experienced.   I believe you when you say  you are happy with the way you are, i'm merely commenting that it is sad what you are missing.   Each to their own though.

btw i think you're the only person here who is real and honest and not full of shit.

by Pink01

At the moment I don't believe I have any friends. I have a lot of what I would call acquaintances. People I interact with because they are in my daily life. Someone to talk to while I'm in this place, you know. I have people I interact with for personal gain (quite a few).

I like to talk to people online. People bore me and it's easy online to switch from one tab to the next. Because I don't hate communication with others. I just get tired of it easier in real life.

That being said I have had "friends" in the past and people outside my family that have cared about me. (in my adulthood, I never had any friends what so ever in my childhood/teenage years). I am not interested in friendships in real life at the moment. 

So do you have any friends? How many? 

Yes i have friends. they are people who i have been knowing for an year before i even start to really talk with them. until they feel more familiar i only exchange as few words as possible. i do not trust other people to be genuine or that their personality wont frustrate me, so i need time to understand them first. but i do this naturally, i do not examine them intentionally or anything, it just happens.

my friends have a tendency to be careless are very loose, but loyal to a closed group of people. i dare say they are also quite bright.

if i didnt my find friends when i did, i would go down hill.

how many, well i guess 7. i know for a solid 3 they are in the 'inner circle' of my friendship definition. the others have potential so to speak. one of them i have not seen in over an year thought. should go visit him, but i get lazy each time

overall friends can be something of great value, if picked correctly.

Friends, strangers, lovers, familial relations, etc. all the same to me. Useless meat bags.

Guess that would depend on your definition of friends, there are many ppl that like me at my job and I go out of the way to make them like me.

Do I care about them or associate with them outside of work?Not unless I need them for something.

A lot of ppl consider me a friend and are willing to help me when I need it,After all that's what friends do.

One friend, and a fair number of friendly acquaintances.  Used to be two friends.  I'm working on getting the other one back.  His esteem once lost, is not easily retrieved.  But he makes me excessively happy when I'm with him, so he's worth the effort.

A small group of 6. 

I've known them all for at least 6 years now, the longest 13.

We've all split into different states. We still keep in touch, playing video games together and sharing good music.

i spend a lot of time on my own, mainly due to just having moved and fucking loads of people off during a brief smack binge.

am invited out all the time due to the nature or worx (music pr), just can rarely be arsed with it, same old same old.

anyways, friends aren't hard to get for those of us that aren't playing badass on the internet and sit alone in a room being scared of everything offline...

I wouldn't say I have friends.

I have 3 types of people in my life, family, work colleagues and people I've met online (mostly foreign people who I've never and probably never will meet).

The people I've met online are probably the people I'm closest to being friends with, they're the ones I can be more "myself" around, I don't have to fear saying what's on my mind.

Though I think of the people I talk to online, more as I used to think of my imaginary friends when I was younger, the online people aren't real in my head, I don't envision a person sat at the computer typing, and if I do lose touch with one of them, I just replace them with another.

Real life people, would just take it the wrong way if they knew some of the things that really went through my head, I don't know for sure if I'm a sociopath, psychopath, or whether I'm just "different".

But I know that others would think I'd need help, but I like me, and I wouldn't want to change if being "normal" is the alternative.

I'm sitting here playing a game

speak for yourself nightsong!!

by Pink01

I'm sitting here playing a game

speak for yourself nightsong!!

b-but I was...

wasn't necc meaning you, more random XD badasses' round hurr' in general