Sociopath Community

by Tryptamine

If you have trouble being around people, your feelings toward them are more deep-rooted than what you feel for simply being around them. What you feel being around them is determined by your thoughts of them, yourself, and what you feel between you two. Feelings of antipathy toward others in general stem from your own feelings about socializing.

 This is true, but I'm mostly neutral to people when meeting them. Though I do have negative attitudes towards people and society in general, I can see how this might translate into my interactions with them, and translate into giving off subconscious cues to them.

by Machiavelli

 She is helping me to identify them. I ask alot of rhetorical questions at times, and that one essentially meant "not so often, I'm obviously not here yet."

I actually do try not to overthink, but it is a balance thing is why I think so often about it. It's kept me delusion free for a decade now. While I didn't get outright delusions, it was more paranoid conclusions I'd come to. Plus, I like to think and figure things out.

 Well done on that count. I have no idea what it would be like to attempt to identify a delusional state but given that you've managed to avoid delusions for ten years you're clearly progressing well!

I had difficulty putting words to my feelings too and it would piss me off sometimes when the-rapists would press me to define them. I would do the same thing; combining different emotions in an attempt to describe what I was feeling.

by BrokenBeauty

I had difficulty putting words to my feelings too and it would piss me off sometimes when the-rapists would press me to define them. I would do the same thing; combining different emotions in an attempt to describe what I was feeling.

 This is plenty helpful, thank you! :)