I have had 5 people I knew die. I only went to one of the funerals. That was my grandfathers it wasn't by choice I was young and had to go. I have never had any emotions about death. It's not like I wanted them to die and it's not like I cared that they did die. The only person in my life as of know that I would care if they died would be. My GF only because if she did die I would have to start paying all of my own bills and doing my own laundry and cleaning. She has become like a third arm. It would change my life if she died.
The only people I want to die are the ones that i despise for personal reasons. That happens to be quite a few people. Other than that I don't care either way if anyone else dies.