by Piles the BeaverI guess you have, but I wasn't insulted by anything, plus I don't mind it. Being trolled isn't a bad thing unless your ego takes it as such. I'm here for time to pass, so keep talking. Join me in chat even :D!
Belial got to you or you wouldn't have bothered commenting..
by BELIAL
by Thrill KillYou don't have to act like a pathetic little wimp and pushover to avoid trouble. That's just your excuse for being that way.
Your colleagues don't respect you and that is pissing you off. So, don't give me this bullshit that it's all working out fine for you.
It's true, you don't have to act like a pathetic little wimp to avoid trouble. I'm acting like a wimp because in my specific environment I can act this way to get away with certain things and avoid being a suspect. It's worked out completely fine, proven by what I have managed to get away with and achieve.
They think that I have the mind of a precious little virgin boy, which is what amuses me. I stated in my OP that "if only they knew how I fantasize about bashing their heads in with golf clubs and fucking their stone cold asses". This is not a statement made out of anger, and I haven't seriously contemplated doing it.
It was just me being amused by their completely inaccurate view of my inner thoughts and feelings, which has come about because of the way I alter my persona, which has successfully lead me to get away with many things.
Respect from other humans is meaningless to me, unless I can gain something from it. Why should I care about others opinions of me unless them having a certain opinion of me means I can gain something from them? You see where I'm going? You see how this relates to why I try to get people to view me as a nice, sweet, pushover?
If you were any good at talking your way out of trouble, you wouldn't need to act like a weak, pathetic little pushover to avoid it, so I don't believe for one moment that this is all just some act and not at all a part of who you really are.
You can deny it all you want, but it's obvious that your fantasy to kill them is anger-based. You want respect and you're not getting it. You feel like they're treating you in a way that you don't deserve to be treated and that is pissing you off.
There's nothing wrong with wanting to be respected by your colleagues. You have to work beside them, or with them, almost every day. By not respecting you, they make you feel left out and alone and that frustrates you. That frustration has lead to so much anger that you feel like a ticking time bomb at times, but instead of venting it in a healthy way, you keep it bottled up inside.
Are you a postal worker by any chance?
by BELIALI'm intelligent enough to know that you're trying to get under my skin, and it wont work. I think you're already missing whoameye, who often got angry at your trolling. You're not as smart as you think you are.
I don't confront people in public because I want to maintain my pushover status because it works for me. I have plenty to gain from it. I only confront people when I have something to gain from it, not just to bolster my masculinity or look like I have pride.
I have a personal sense of worth, I don't need to look tough to others and have people jerking me off to feel confident in myself. The amount of respect and pussy I get wont change the amount of pride that I feel.
I was just being blunt and saying what was on my mind. You sounded very angry at people in that post, and that anger usually stems from something.
by Piles the BeaverYes, I'm glad you understood. Trolls want attention, dumbass, you gave it to him. This isn't rocket science...
Why is it trolling when I read someone's post and try to psycho-analyze it just like everyone else here. I wasn't after his attention, just his honesty.
by Thrill Kill
by BELIAL
by Thrill KillYou don't have to act like a pathetic little wimp and pushover to avoid trouble. That's just your excuse for being that way.
Your colleagues don't respect you and that is pissing you off. So, don't give me this bullshit that it's all working out fine for you.
It's true, you don't have to act like a pathetic little wimp to avoid trouble. I'm acting like a wimp because in my specific environment I can act this way to get away with certain things and avoid being a suspect. It's worked out completely fine, proven by what I have managed to get away with and achieve.
They think that I have the mind of a precious little virgin boy, which is what amuses me. I stated in my OP that "if only they knew how I fantasize about bashing their heads in with golf clubs and fucking their stone cold asses". This is not a statement made out of anger, and I haven't seriously contemplated doing it.
It was just me being amused by their completely inaccurate view of my inner thoughts and feelings, which has come about because of the way I alter my persona, which has successfully lead me to get away with many things.
Respect from other humans is meaningless to me, unless I can gain something from it. Why should I care about others opinions of me unless them having a certain opinion of me means I can gain something from them? You see where I'm going? You see how this relates to why I try to get people to view me as a nice, sweet, pushover?
If you were any good at talking your way out of trouble, you wouldn't need to act like a weak, pathetic little pushover to avoid it, so I don't believe for one moment that this is all just some act and not at all a part of who you really are.
You can deny it all you want, but it's obvious that your fantasy to kill them is anger-based. You want respect and you're not getting it. You feel like they're treating you in a way that you don't deserve to be treated and that is pissing you off.
There's nothing wrong with wanting to be respected by your colleagues. You have to work beside them, or with them, almost every day. By not respecting you, they make you feel left out and alone and that frustrates you. That frustration has lead to so much anger that you feel like a ticking time bomb at times, but instead of venting it in a healthy way, you keep it bottled up inside.
Are you a postal worker by any chance?
I'm not a postal worker, but I'm not going to tell you what I do.
When it comes to talking my way out of trouble, I'm not good or bad at it, but I find utilizing my acting skills leads to a far greater success rate that my ability talk myself out of situations.
My fantasy is actually more of a sexual fantasy, and because I have natural urges to kill sometimes. A normal, nice, empathetic person can have these urges, just the same as a person who's been fucked over and is angry can have vindictive feelings which leads to wanting to murder others.
I have fantasies about murder and then storing a dead person and fucking the corpse, and have had them for some time. My observations of myself and other humans is that trying to repress certain things like sexual fantasies leads to compulsions, so you must try to indulge in them in a healthy manner in a controlled environment, otherwise they will manifest themselves in ways that could be harmful to others.
I don't really believe I will kill my employees, nor have I ever planned to do so, but I have urges to kill sometimes, as well as being raped by some of the female employees. I get drunk on friday/saturday nights, listen to certain music, watch certain pornos, have orgasms, and I show up bright and early for work on monday, my urges satisfied, and my mind at ease.
As I said, I only want to respect if I have something to gain from being respected. There are certain individuals that I would like to respect me because I respect them, such as Richard Dawkins, who I admire, but when it comes to the average human who I must spend time with for work related purposes, I couldn't give a flying fuck.
I don't feel bad when left out. I'm the one that doesn't get invited to work parties, and I prefer it that way. I do not lack confidence, but I hate being around a lot of people in that sort of environment. I am somewhat socially awkward, and being in front or around crowds of people and having to talk makes me uncomfortable. I'd much more prefer to be alone, as I feel far more energized when by myself and left to do what I want to do.
My main flaw as a human is not placing enough value on the world and the people around me, but I can't help it. I spend 80% of my time in my own mind, subconscious and distant. So you see I'm the sort that doesn't really care about fitting in and going to parties, because most of the time I'm unaware that they're even going on.
You keep claiming that acting like a pushover and a wimp is benefiting you because it gets you out of trouble, yet there are plenty of other ways to stay out of trouble without acting like that.
You can show confidence and be assertive and still stay out of trouble. It seems to work for me and many other people, so why not you?
Anyway, I'm done with this conversation. You seem determined to believe that acting like a pathetic loser has more benefits than not acting like one. We're just going to have to agree to disagree on that.
It's about acting a certain way so I wont be suspected. You're twisting the situation for your own arguments. It's not acting like a wimp so when I'm caught people will have mercy. It's acting like a wimp so when people are wondering who's the culprit, I am automatically out of the run in, and not suspected.
And fair enough.
by BELIALI successfully make myself out to be a wimp and a pushover to most people, and It's so amusing hearing my colleagues at work talking about sex and taboo stuff, and when I walk past they say "lets keep it down guys, his ears are too innocent for such language".
XD If only they knew how hard my cock is over the idea of bashing their skulls in with golf clubs and fucking their stone cold dead assholes.
No one ever suspects me of being the culprit of anything. It's fucking amazing.
I'm sorry - how are you NOT a wimp and a pushover? What aspect of your persona are you actually altering here?
And what have you DONE that warrants providing this impression of yourself to your colleagues? Getting a hard on about becoming the next Kuklinsky doesn't make you the next Kuklinsky. You've got to put some work into it, mate.
