I saw a new doctor yesterday and he gave me a copy of my medical report. Here's some stuff that's written on it. Some of which came from the psychologist I was seeing at the time, who sent a report to the doctor I was seeing:
Complex personality
Issues with aggression/boredom and just not caring about anyone other than herself or her daughter who is viewed as an extension of herself.
Not depressed by her own summation
I had [my real name] complete the Depression, Anxiety and Stress Scale (DASS-42) during session, but there was no evidence of distress symptoms
Does not feel anything
Has had multiple partners picked up on the internet for sexual engagement
Has had homicidal thoughts
This was clarified as the urge to kill people, in relation to sexual activity
On one occasion almost did but was related to a sexual encounter where she went too far
Openly states that she cannot see why this is wrong
No feelings towards her family
Describes urges to kill people all the time but feels that she can control this and has to as she understands the consequences
Discussion with patient about the possibility of not being her treating doctor if I felt threatened
This [paradoxically and unintentionally] made her aggressive
(Obviously she did feel threatened because she stopped treating me. My new doctor seems alright, but he wants me to see a psychologist again.)