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Jogging perhaps. The winter has been long and stupid. Also, yeah, the feeling is good-ish, I just know that prison is the last place I need to be :p

Only when i'm consumed with evil thoughts. Am I able to feel truley alive. I'm sure its because of my increased adrenaline at the time.

My psych keeps trying to work on removing the thoughts from my head. I have told him that only when I am rageing in my head that I feel alive. When i'm not consumed with it i'm filled back with the deadness inside.

Deadness? What's that feel like?

Wonder if that is like 'peaceful' and not wanting to kill someone. Zen and chillaxed.

Are you being serious ?

Deadness to me is. Feeling no emotions about anything. I like the feeling that rage and chaos gives me. 

This song I found makes me feel nice

by TheCrowOnTheFence

Have you tried smoking weed?

 Why do I get the feeling that you all believe the solution to the worlds problems is weed?

I personally try my best to ignore the feeling, and try to break the issue apart until I realize there was nothing worth being upset about in the first place. Otherwise I like to clean or exercise if that former doesn't work out for me. Other times though, I enjoy shooting squirrels out of the trees of my yard with a pellet gun, and dumping the bodies at the local playground. 

Oh hardly, but it certainly can take the edge off, for quite a lot of people.