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the kids in that video are what i was like as a kid

my mum is a liar and child abuser (emotional and psychical not sexual) and user of people and i used that to my advantage and i have every right to it's very fair to make up for how i was treated she will be thought of as a horrible person the way she lied to people about me

i hate sociopaths because they abused me a lot over the years random people and so on and my mother

but i still understand how it isn't fair for them how they were abused and mentally changed because of it...

i still hate them

in life everyone is looking for an excuse to attack anyone that's different

if you are in control it's like 'you intentionally did it'punishes you if you aren't in control it's like 'you are out of control and need to be controled'punishes you

when i'm growing up with these people

and i am fucking confused at how exactly they want me to behave when they keep changing their opinions and requests.. i pretty much am like.. "fuck you and your rules i am doing what i want now"

i got sick of "changing" for people and how every next person is like"you need change" "you need to change your behavior" and i am like "fuck you i have changed multiple times and that's why i'm not doing what you want anymore"

i am in a way a sociopath but biologically i'm psychopath because of the genes of my mothers parents and her own mind

i pretend a lot online that i care or what ever you think that fucking is "care" i don't care in person

It seems you know what you are, or at least are grasping the concept. You don't have to smash your keyboard or post topics in all caps to prove yourself. Why do the opinions of others enrage you? They shouldn't and you should make it a habit to be more content with your own understanding of yourself, not on how others view you.

maybe because their opinions don't matter and only my opinion matters and they should see my opinion because i'm very intelligent and i don't follow the big mass of herd mentality

i wanted to be in control of their view if i didn't ask for their own opinion they are not required to give it

i never said that i was perfect

i make mistakes

i learn from most mistakes not all

i ask for help when i need it though that is usually rare

also i don't get enraged.. i'm usually calm at everything

"You don't have to smash your keyboard or post topics in all caps to prove yourself. " i don't do that i just pretend that i do

You don't sound intelligent. You don't use punctuation or correct grammar.

"I am not an Asperger"

I think that pretty much speaks for itself.

You're delusional. Also, you seem to be very much controlled by your emotions.

Okay.

Who are you trying to convince at this point? Yourself? No one here can help you.

You try so hard.