How did you try to kill yourself?
I'm curious if any of you have siblings who are borderline? Stories I've heard of my grandpa and my uncle make me believe they were psycho. I've only meet them once as my mom was adopted..but anyway, they were both gifted mathematicians and both suffered from drug addiction and were alcoholics, at some point in their lives. My brother is also highly intelligent. He was a pain in the ass as a child and could be very mean and angry in his teen years. He was popular and well liked by his peers.He still graduated top of his class in high school and university. He's now a lawyer and more charasmatic than ever.it doesn't hurt that he is as handsome as I am beautiful.
I have always idolized him. I feel like my current relationship is helping me fulfill my need for a closer relationship with my brother. Even if my boyfriend is a lower functioning, lesser version of him...he's smart and funny enough to remind me of my brother just the same.