and you're very gullible if you genuinely think i was paranoia
I don't think there is much of a challenge to being a Sociopath in life. As long as you are high-functioning, I'd argue it's a boost. To be able to live your life within the confines of (hopefully) only the law, and whatever morals you choose to adopt based on logic and reason.
As for the impulsive people.. I'd hate to be them.
You can try Sociopath Street. As Turncoat once said, it's "tame".
I would never join that forum. I don't know why any sociopath would. Not only is it too fucking tame, the owner seems determined to adhere to a strict set of rules. I bet if I even swore on that forum, she'd be on my back. That would just piss me off.
I wouldn't mind doing a forum raid. Get a group of members together and attack other sociopath forums. That would be fun.