I have read somewhere that sociopaths express their repressed adolescent angst by crying and killing people.
You and Thrill need to hook up. I'm totally serious. You'd be the perfect couple for about three weeks.
Have you ever seen two hobos shrieking at each other on the train? You know - two people going at it with their hoarse smokers' voices, drunk at 10am on a weekday morning and screeching nonsensically? You can't understand a single word they're saying but you know they're having A Domestic when the female abruptly begins indicating that she's going to leave the train and possibly the relationship, and the guy starts whining at the fact that she's always threatening to desert him. That could be you guys. I mean, you even consider yourselves to be Demons. You both actually capitalize the word in reference to your own characters. I'm so glad you're getting along today. It'll make the end to this relationship so much more dramatic in a few weeks. I'm really looking forward to it.
There's nothing really "wrong" with you in the psychiatric sense, though, so you need not lose anymore sleep over that. Your Mummy may not have loved you enough and you're of extremely low intellect, but that pretty much accounts for your "bad thoughts." You big, bad Demon, you.
by whoameyeIm not realy sure what realy defines a sociopath, all i know is that im a Alpha male with strong predator instincts. I read these posts looking for things that resemble myself. I know I have some ADHD symptoms, but im not sure that diagnosis would cause me to think and act the way I do. My fantasys are very twisted even for what i would consider normal, I think all people are capable of murder if provoked, but are those people capable of the things I dream about ?
I used to think I had built up some sort of wall in my mind to protect myself against things I had gone threw in the past, almost like ptsd. I made my brother suck my dick when he was im guessing 6 or 7 and i think i was 10, I dont remember being sexualy aroused but I do remember fealing dominant and in control, I dont have any homosexual fealings towards guys at all, so I dont understand realy why i did what i did. I have had bad thoughts as far back as I can remember, I used to fantasize about killing or torturing people in general, but for no real reason. When I was 13 I was taken away by child services for takeing our weid eater to the back of my sisters leg, and again I dont know why, i just rememberd wanting to see what it would do, and if it would cut her leg off, I was in and out of the LD room in school, because of my inability to pay attention, I was and still Daydream a lot.
When I was in highschool I thought it was funny to shoot animals (farm animals mostly) in the ass hole when they were shitting or pissing, That moved to more complicated shots that challenged me like there eyes and try for there teeth. I did this mostly by myself. Fighting in school wasnt real comon for me because of my size, but there were a few, mostly i picked on what i thought was the weird kids, mostly to make other people laugh, i didnt think i was a bully but now that i look back i see that I was one.
I can't carry weapons with me anymore because i dont trust myself with them, Im glad i wasnt diagnosoed as a sociopath when i was younger because I still like to go out and shoot at targets, and as a sociopath I wouldnt be able to buy firearms. I have done realy bad shit in the past and I know it will eventualy come back to me. but because of my Control problem I have, I will eather turn myself in or kill myself, I couldnt handle going to prison unless I know I put myself there and that I was never going to get out, That brings comfort to me thinking of going to prison and knowing I will never get out, I think in a way it will set me free.
Yes I know i probably miss spelled most of my words and didnt use the write punctuation, so deal with it and sound it out. lol
by HelenaYou big, bad Demon, you.
You think whoameye is my alt. I find that amusing. I'm pretty sure Luna can prove it's not.
In fact, I suspected he might even be your alt. shock
It would be amusing if that was the case and you thought you could fool me that way, lol.
I don't think he's your alt. He's not mine, either, though I admit that that would be funny. However, I couldn't bring myself to butcher the English language the way he does in his posts. I just couldn't.
Thrill, you really need to think things through very carefully before you start typing in the mad furor that has had your churn out 5687 posts since you joined SW. You bleat that you've no desire to make a fool of yourself, yet through your ramblings, you've actually told us that you're a drug addict who, at the age of forty-one, was forced to beg her supposedly abusive mother to let her live with her after yet another failed relationship. You've told us that you squeezed out a shrieking brat who doesn't consider you a fit mother, and that your own mother didn't even want you living in her house when you begged her for help. Apparently you boasted about being strong and beautiful for a time before Ukan revealed your photograph to the forum, showing that you are in fact monstrously obese, prematurely aged and, even that aside, you're pretty damned plain. We've all seen you squawking triumphantly about defrauding the Australian government, and we all saw you forced to admit that by "defraud" you actually meant "dole bludge." The time for you to concern yourself with looking like a fool has passed. You already look like a fool, and you have for some time now. You didn't even realize that the pictures posted in this very thread were a mockery of your own appearance, despite the fact that the person in them resembles you so very much. I suppose you can take pride in the fact that you're the reason people come to this forum - so they can laugh at you. But you can't worry yourself about looking like a fool anymore. It's already happened.
As for me, I'm off overseas for a month tomorrow. I'll be sure to check on your epic meltdown with Whoah upon my return. It's a pity I won't be around to see it firsthand, but it'll still be an interesting read in retrospect.