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WHAT'S THE MATTER DYLAN DON'T YOU WANT TO TALK ANYMORE

Thrill kill are you that "Demon" lady with the knife and the bandana from the old forum?

by Thrill Kill

 

by Dylan Blake

I wanna rip my own FUCKING throat out and stab myself in the gut. I don't wanna look myself in the mirror and can't stop thinking and I keep shaking. You get that sometimes?

 Nope. That is self-hatred, darlin'. 

 Yep.  Most aggression / violent urges are borne out of self-hatred, which is usually caused by childhood abuse/trauma. Dylan Blake should check out the BPD subforum on pf, they are better equipped to cater for his needs. 

by Thrope

Thrill kill are you that "Demon" lady with the knife and the bandana from the old forum?

 Yes, and this (below) is also me. As is my avatar.

I dont think you are man enough to kill yourself dylan. I think you are scared. Its not hard, get a gun or some rope and hang yourself. It will be fast and all of your problems will go away. Do it for me Dylan

Your handwriting is intelligent TK, compared to most people's.

Ok. Well I just wanted you to know that I think you're waaaaaaaay cool.

by Thrope

Ok. Well I just wanted you to know that I think you're waaaaaaaay cool.

Well, gosh, thanks babe. I'll pretend that's not sarcasm...

Oh yeah I forgot to respond to that last post you directed at me Dylan. For one thing, Dexter turned to shit after the first two seasons so get the fuck over it, move on with your life and start watching breaking bad( I mean unless you decide to kill yourself which is fine too). Secondly, I don't know what conversation you were having but I felt like we were establishing a pretty good connection until you chose to start blanking me, so if you didn't find what you came here looking for you've got only yourself to blame you prick.

Dexter had 5 strong seasons, one mediocre and two shit. And I'll agree, breaking bad was the best show ever to air. And yeah, the connection was fine I just decided against it. Every now and then, being alone makes me feel lonely and I try to seek connections.

I spend a couple days opening up, then I start to hate myself because the other person does after seeing the man behind the curtain. Then I feel fine. I know when I'm happiest: when I'm watching other peoples lives unfold and not taking part, unless I see opportunity for a little experimentation.

This has been a far more public search and a much faster one.