Fuck it, I should probably just kill myself. There ain't really any point is there?
I just wanna feel that fantastic power.
You feel 'fantastic power' to kill little animals and children?
You more fcked in the head than you realize. That is a bully, someone without "power" a coward.
Do you see the difference?
You were overlooked or jealous of the "special" treatment those kids got over you at some point in time?
Now...your post? That lights the blood rush to a cold fire under my skin. And if I ever saw someone doing that? They will not repeat the act.
Get some therapy.
Leave the animals alone.
by CoreYou were overlooked or jealous of the "special" treatment those kids got over you at some point in time?
Now...your post? That lights the blood rush to a cold fire under my skin. And if I ever saw someone doing that? They will not repeat the act.
Get some therapy.
Leave the animals alone.
Spot on, Core.
Never understood what's the big deal about 'power' - guess those who crave it were deprived of it from a very young age (and still are), which i wasn't.
But I'd kick the living shit out of an animal abuser if i ever came across one in person, that's for sure.
But that's just it. Disturbed Dylan can't take on just anything. He can only take on small animals. Let that sink in before you start considering going after a person.
And think about getting yourself into some physical activities like kickboxing or some kind of martial arts. If you really can't stop with the animals then at least be prepared for one that could actually fight back.
He can only take on small animals. Let that sink in before you start considering going after a person.
That's the point Anastacia, taking on the weak? WTF does that prove? That you are weak. Nothing more.
Take on a challenge. Make it hurt for yourself in order to claim a Win or it has no meaning. If a "win" is over the weak, you become the lowest form of human garbage.
by Dylan BlakeAnyone else have this? Or at least some advice on dealing with it, preferably without psychological help.
For a while now, I've really wanted to kill something. At this point, I'm fine with anything. I just wanna feel that fantastic power. It feels like a burning desire in my chest, like if I don't try it I'll get out of control. I've gotten into fights and killed a few animals ( just small things) and afterwards I feel buzzing and clear headed and confident for at least a day. As if disturbed Dylan can take on anything!
I've been experiencing urges to kill for about 25 years now. The first time I got the urge to kill someone was at the age of 16. Prior to that there was no real desire. It was all just thought and fantasy. Nowadays I get real strong urges that feel more like a need than a want. Fortunately, I don't get them all the time because when I do get the urges that bad they're not very pleasant.
Sometimes I feel like I'm cursed. It's like feeling a constant hunger and never being able to completely satisfy it.
I abused and killed animals when I was younger, but it never gave me any feeling of power. In fact, I never felt anything at all while killing them. Killing them was simply a means to an end.
Humans are potentially exciting prey. I used to think that was primarily because I wanted power and control, but I've since come to realize that it's the risk and the danger that excites me. Power and control is just a bonus.
There's no one specific but I do have a special kind of hatred for blue eyed blonde boys. I've always seen them treated specially, no matter what they do. They're always just mixed up kids or sexy bad boys. It really pisses me off. I see them walking down corridors and imagine pushing a pen through their neck and watching them squirm and collapse in a pile of blood.
That sounds like jealousy to me.
It excites me. Not sexually, just normally. Like the feeling you'd get when going on a date with your dream gal.
There's a sexual element in it for me. I find the people I want to kill the most are the ones who are also sexually appealing. It's a turn on to imagine killing them.
Sex and murder go hand in hand in my opinion. I can't even get off during sex unless I'm fantasizing about killing the person I'm fucking.
by Broccoli BobNever understood what's the big deal about 'power' - guess those who crave it were deprived of it from a very young age (and still are), which i wasn't.
Those who crave it usually were deprived of it from a young age, yes. But you can also feel powerful and crave more power than you have.
Craving power doesn't mean you feel powerless. It's like greed. Sometimes the more you get, the more you want.
HOLY FUCK the amount of complaining of animal abuse on a SOCIOPATH forum is PATHETIC. You fucking people. Wanna kill? Why are you on a forum about are you scared? Go do it if you want, and as for people unless you enjoy a concrete cell I would recommend an MMA arena. Plenty of violent young men looking to get rowdy in the ring and split some lips and break arms. That usually helps me with my thirst enough. And here is a sing for your bloodlust my friend :)
