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and i had forgiven you for it and tried to help you by telling you to get off this forum and go to that one designed for you yet you refused

All you have done in this forum thus far has been pulling the balance to the negative side. There's one thing you've done I won't forgive you, you low functioning sociopath. 

If you hold a grudge with an Internet personality over an insult, then I can only imagine how butt-hurt you must actually get in life. Do you need malevo's apology? Will it make you sleep easier at night?

yet that is all based on the enviroment i stepped into which was already negative..

as i previously said with my friend on facebook from india

he he is positive and despite my damaged side and trying to function with how i have been misstreated my whole life me and him have never had any conflict.. everything is calm and peacefull

so don't blame me for this shitty enviroment that i came to

i don't know how to really have a grudge on anything when i lack hate.....

all i am now is a hard drive of memories

i remember the stuff i disliked and so on but i don't have hate for anything it's left me open to some of the people who i was suppose to call friends to keep mistreating my self

it's hard to hate anything for long durations my emotions are shallow now.. i'm not like what i used to be as a kid where i felt empathy and hated people and loved people (including my mum)

now i am more like an andriod

the only emotion i regulary get is sadness due to broken dreams and hopes and negativity that everyone spews into me and i get more negativity from people when they somehow expect me not to become negative from their crap

i think it's similar for my mum though i don't have the whole "lets destroy my sons life" thing going on for me i seem to be balanced and tranquil a lot

You haven't been mistreated, Dex. You are delusional, maybe due to your "side-effect" psychosis.

Blaming your environment and upbringing for your actions is definitely what a weak-of-character and pitiful individual does. 

One advice for you, learn to live.

i have been mistreated malevo

i am the truth and i hate lies

do you want me to say how i genuinely didn't like being told what to do

yet that is no excuse for my mum yelling at me till i'm crying on the floor or chasing after and hitting me

you're not understanding.. how i was never treated fairly

and i now see pretty much everything that is unfair and unjust even in my self and i don't see what the point of the universe is other than to cause chaos and a lot of spiritual people know this as well i found

So you didn't like doing chores and helping in the house. Lol.

all i can say to you malevo is

you can not judge me for i was the innocent who was not protected i was never given a fair life

Sounds like you always had a roof over your head and daily meals. Life has treated you so unfairly, Dex. Keep it up.