by Gamagoori
Anyways i'll just go through what i've noticed about myself
- Never feel guilty whatsoever regardless of what i do
Is it possible that you've never actually done anything worth feeling guilty over?
Or fail to see any reason to feel guilty because you've come up with justifications for your actions in order to prevent guilt?
- constantly in a state of explosive behaviour bordering on anger problems
This means you're highly reactive and very likely have poor behavioral controls.
I have poor behavioral controls too, but I don't have the explosive behavior.
Explosive behavior is usually related to BPD or Intermittent Explosive Disorder.
- fail to build happy relationships
- i'm ridiculously charming, an example is from my experience i've had no trouble getting people to like me
Being 'ridiculously' charming makes you sound like someone who is excessive with the charm. Too much charm can make you look superficial. Anyone who falls for that and can't see through it must be very gullible indeed.
Maybe that's why you fail at keeping a relationship. Even gullible women would be bound to see through you eventually.
- I am constantly aware of my ability to kill people in near enough every possible circumstance
Being aware of it and actually doing it are two different things. It's easy to imagine killing someone. It's not quite the same when you've actually done it and know you could spend the rest of your life in prison for it.
- I'm a complete puritan and expect nothing less than perfection
One day when you break free of that bubble you've been living in, you may just realize that nothing in life is ever perfect.