sorry if this has been posted before, i'm using this more of an introduction and discussion thread than anything, really.
by Secret Agent SmileyTypical Sw forum etiquette is as follows...
You tell us something about yourself
We laugh at you
We ask more questions
Then we laugh some more
Please proceed...
Yes, lots of laughs makes this place such a great place. Then there is the time when we start to harass and beat you up for absolutely no reason, and then we laugh at you because we love you so much!
Well I guess it is best to start from the beginning..so to speak. I have always felt different from my peers and siblings but thought nothing of it really until I was 16 and after talking with my family and friends I came to the realization that they didn't feel and process things the way I did, it was disappointing because I had believed that we all had the same emotional feelings about things and it never occurred to me that you were supposed to feel bad if you did something wrong or that you were supposed to feel sad if someone died. (of course I have my own feelings about these things) but apparently they weren't what the majority was feeling. I always related it to my childhood trauma that I experienced and nothing else, until I turned 21 or so. I had a manic episode which ended with me being hospitalized in a psych ward where I was diagnosed Bipolar. I was treated and released but ended up back there again and this time I received a new diagnoses along with my Bipolar which was that I was a sociopath. I began researching to see if I felt that the traits matched what I was experiencing and in my opinion they were. that's pretty much the story summed up.
Out of everyone in this forum, you seem to be the only one with the capability of understanding me, most of the people in here are fakes that just like to troll and have no idea who they are, I would enjoy talking more with you, maybe we can make since of this dead fealing we have