So I got hammered last night and had a confrontation with this huge biker type guy at a bar. I don't remember anything because I was blackout but my friends tell me he tackled me on the ground and I proceeded to maniacally laugh like Tyler durden off fight club. Mind you this isn't the first time this has happened. I once was jumped by 3 guys at a party, I fought all three of them until they started getting me good and I would crouch down and block my head and say "I'm done" and then when they let off I would spring back at them laughing and attack as many of them as I could before they could get me down again and I did that very same thing 2 more times and proceeded to fight them for 5 minutes which is a long time if your being jumped. I've been in numerous fights and I seem to enjoy them, but where does the laughter come from, is it a death wish ?
Surprise surprise somebody doesn't believe me, good thing I'm not here for validation. I've already been to a psych ward for 3 weeks one year ago and don't plan on going back. That's where they tagged me with bipolar 1 co morbid with ASPD. Again I'm not here to argue the validity of my diagnosis and could give 2 fucks if any of you believe me. Just looking for some input