Does this mean you don't have a Sadism Munchhausen comorbidity?
So disappointed in you.
"The letters and packages I sent you were done monthly after some thought of what I'd
send. The items in them truly were mine, as were the stories behind
them. The notecards, etc were truly done from the heart."
What does this mean? Seems a little outlandish for a ruse. I would go seek therapy if I were you.