keeping the spirit of the new year and recent decision of Batshits to finally leave me alone.
i feel like i should get it all out remove some of the mystery about me and this new supposedly Batshit(6.0 i think we're up to).
here we go....
Do I really know Batshit?
i have absolutely know idea.This is the internet and anyone can be anyone or anything. no way to even know if they were all the same person. But, have i been in a relationship with that some could be her? Absolutely.....
Was anything she said about "us" true?
for the most part no, definitely the specifics were made up. sorry Hyp, no car.....
Why did i let her believe i might be her lost love?
this one is a lil tricky... It was simply interesting. at it was really exciting and i even thought she could be someone i once knew, but i realized really early that i may have been projecting quite a bit and soon corrected myself. then i just began having fun and just gathering info. now, after learning about her i just wish she would go away.....(yes i am very much so an asshole)
And Lastly, if she really is the woman i used to Know and truly loves me what would i honestly say to her?
Please get some better help(if you really are seeing a therapist), go away, Heal and become a better person. I have no feelings or interest in you simply because you have not shown yourself to be anything worth wanting.....
you love me....big deal. you love me because of who i am, how i make you feel and what i have to offer that you want. you fulfill none of these criteria for me.....
with time comes clarity.....
i nearly shit myself when she tried to defend herself in chat as being good looking, rich, and kinky......all filler, no substance....with time all these things fade and mean nothing...
she was 6 years older than me, had been married, had kids, very troubled past,very promiscuous and a very ignorant attitude which caused her a hard life. and now supposedly mentally defunct(bipolar). now this person trashes me, as well as "past loves and friends", draws "boundaries"and makes ultimatums, and even goes so far as to make threats......who wouldn't chase after that?!
...and lets not forget her delusions of being an Alpha personality, knowing her and fact that she admits to be bipolar is an oxymoron in itself. how can you be a leader and "naturally" dominant entity if you have no real control of your emotions and mental state to begin with!?!??! even with meds........ a strong front is still just that, a front.
she's spent most of her life not understanding herself(OR OTHERS) and getting used and abuse at every chance. so,now, what could she possibly offer me that she hadnt already offered anyone else? what could she offer me that no other woman could +more, if i gave them all things i gave her?
she cant even be humble and honest with herself.....what does she expect from me?
i dont mean to sound mean or hateful at all, as this has never been the case. but, facts are facts.......doesnt matter how i "feel"
..and who in their right mind comes to a forum for sociopaths and the like to try to convince their ex they still love them and try to get them back when there is nothing but space and opportunity in real life.......?
lol......oh, thats right no one, in their right mind.......
now i open the floor to ALL questions in hopes, we may move on
