Destiny dear,
I try not to to be a spelling/grammar nazi, but you have to learn how to spell the word, RIGHT, right.
I will say this, I never thought I was crazy, until my bf called me out on my behaviors, I always knew I was different but I realized that i needed to be more stable if I ever wanted to have a meaningful relationship with him or anyone else for that matter.. ( I THOUGHT I HAD BIPOLAR OR BPD) I freakin hate having this diagnosis NPD and ASPD! I will always have this label.. but when they give you the paper saying you have ASPD, it's really hard to believe that your not perfect anymore.. idk.. I don't want to think im flawed and depraved.
I think that's why most people who really are crazy don't want to believe or see it.
I have been taking photos of my face and my eyes look so cold or scared.. How come no one ever said anything before, Having crazy eyes sucks!
Just be you, don't live your life obsessed about being crazy or not, if you can't relate to people, and never flinch when watching gore movies, and hating sappy shit. (you will notice that your not normal, because normal people will look at you like, wow HE doesnt even have a reaction to that,lol) Your probably a sociopath. But that doesn't mean it defines you, and most normal people "sheep" don't understand us and they want to fit us in a depraved, evil, little box. There is no black and white with socio's. Its the "sheep" that want to define us by normal feelings or evil. Good or Bad. Fuck them, even with ASPD your good, in your way and they fuck off and stop telling us what's acceptable behavior and/or feelings. just be you, no label