As many of you know by now, I have an obsession with murder.
While I don't consider it wrong to kill people, I'm aware that my obsession is a very unhealthy one. It's a path to self-destruction that may one day land me behind bars.
This obsession I have is similar to a drug addiction. Murder is all I can think about sometimes.
I discovered a long time ago that I have some impulse control issues, so unless I want to end up in prison, I have to avoid situations where I know there's a very high chance that I will act on impulse again.
While I don't have an issue with murder itself, I do wish I wasn't obsessed with it. The problem is, I don't know how not to be.
Do any of you have an addiction or an obsession with something/someone?
Have you tried to find alternative ways to deal with it? If yes, how did that work out for you?
If you don't have an obsession or addiction yourself, then how would you deal with someone who does?