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Slimey/Missy: Your songs remind me of the Lyrics to "Mr Self Destruct" by NIN (also TK poem she wrote):

I am the voice inside your head (and I control you) 
I am the lover in your bed (and I control you) 
I am the sex that you provide (and I control you) 
I am the hate you try to hide (and I control you) 
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self Destruct
I speak religion's message clear (and I control you) 
I am denial guilt and fear (and I control you) 
I am the prayers of the naive (and I control you) 
I am the lie that you believe (and I control you) 
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self Destruct
I am the needle in your vein (and I control you) 
I am the high you can't sustain (and I control you) 
I am the pusher I'm a whore (and I control you) 
I am the need you have for more (and I control you) 
I am the bullet in the gun (and I control you) 
I am the truth from which you run (and I control you) 
I am the silencing machine (and I control you) 
I am the end of all your dreams...

This is my dream from last night feel free to analyze it:

I was supposed to go visit someone and I was taking the train, but it was a train line I don't take a lot except to go to one place and I don't really know where the lines end up, so I wasn't sure which direction train to go once I transferred to that train line.  I was at the station and both trains came at the same time, so I tried to peek in to each train to look at the map but I didn't have time so I just picked one.

I called my friend to ask if it was the right train and he said he didn't know and I should just get off the train and he would pick me up.  So I got off the train and walked to a Dunkin Donuts and my brother ended up being there.  I ordered a donut and coffee and hung out with my brother.

How much sleep do you regularly get?

It varies. And especially since talking to pixel people on a sociopathic website until all hours. Time zones and shit you know. I love sleep but I'd never win an Olympic Sleeping event.

How about you Thomas?

If your only getting a few hours at a crack then you're not going to dream.  I noticed where someone else mentioned getting to REM sleep in order to dream.  I used to average about 3 or 4 hours a night and would say I either didn't dream or didn't remember the dreams.  I'm currently being medicated.  I get loads of sleep now and I am dreaming again (used to dream all the time when I was younger).  As for what I dream, it varies...

I'm thinking of taking up smoking heroin. Seems like a solid lifestyle choice...more sleep and I also heard its good for weight control.

Absolutely!  Just imagine the dreams you'll have then...  

Does the train represent your path or direction in life? Or your train of thought? Lots of ppl are experiencing flux and growing pains from global change on all levels. So everyone I know is asking around, checking for directions how to manage the process we're all in.

I dreamed my father was alive again..we talked for hours

I had a nightmare that Obama was president... then, I woke up. I think the nightmare hasn't ended yet. Pfttt..