by wilfulthis has more to do with what you feel your life would be like without your daughter. Who are you without her?
Who am I without her? The same person, but with more freedom.
No numbers on buildings in a new place; all appear the same.....perhaps you experience boredom, redundancy, where you are now....but you yearn for others and/or already are somewhere else....
Yes, I experience a lot of boredom here, but I tend to experience boredom no matter where I am anyway.
I've been thinking about moving into the city lately, which is likely why I dreamt of moving somewhere that has a more social environment.
you search for an occupied apartment...you find a young couple (definitely not your apt but you are not angry you failed)....you then find strangers waiting for you...u are angry they are there, but they welcome you.... you finally accept them...
Yeah, I was feeling neutral when I opened the first two apartment doors and realized they were the wrong ones. I was angry when I first opened the right apartment door because I felt like my privacy had been invaded, but the feeling passed very quickly and I enjoyed their company.
I will let you figure that last part out....overall, I think this has to do with you wishing for conflict outside your house (inside the net) but not getting it recently.....
No, I don't think it has to do with conflict. I think it has to do with being bored in my current situation and wanting some excitement in my life.