I wish to leave this country permanently.
Make a living off my writing talent.
Sustain the feeling of joy and love I feel at this very moment, forever.
The comment was meant to make you think about what delegating your responsibilities looks like in mind's eye of those who are the subject to your manipulation.
As per the question of why I don't seek out the elite.
I have a number of acquaintances, who are quite the masters of their trade.
Two of them are my beloved friends.
But the broader perspective is acquired by mingling with those, who go through their lives with a limited one.
I'm a charming devil when required and an annoyingly obnoxious prick when not required.
It helps me fish for what I want in people.
I don't fix the unfixable, merely reshape it.
The kind of love you deserve, Venator, is not earned but given freely.
We have merely to let go, forgive all that is blocking or taking up space in our lives,
and make room for this love to enter. It is a process, and the script of life has its own timing. We just have to use the time we have to prepare ourselves backstage before it's our turn to go on.