I'm sure his sex trophies will give him snuggles to help him through his mental struggles.
That's rather unexpected. Even though I ceased to believe that the diagnosis of aspergers (or autism) was appropriate for you I have never imagined you could do something as stupid yet impressive as that. I have pictured you more like a couch potato than a punk.
What did you do to get to court in the first place? I wouldn't ask since you made it clear that you don't want to talk about it but I just can't do that after you mentioned releasing what you had bottled up for 20 years as well as your attempt of suicide at court. What was it?
Bipolar is much more fitting than the diagnosis your previous shrink attached to you (as I told long time ago :) ) but you could've ended up as a sociopath as well. Which makes me wonder what were you lacking. I'm guessing criminal activity, parasitic lifestyle, lack of long term goals (you're retired), promiscuous sexual behavior, many short-term relationships, revocation of conditional release and pathological lying.
Anyway, I'm happy to hear that you're getting better and may the force be with you!~
