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that bad?

Definately braver than I am. I doubt if I were in your shoes that I'd say anything about it.

 That sounds extremely stressful. Take care of yourself.

 At least you got some place to vent and I have a feeling these bastards might even be supportive. 

 Yes, whilst storing up little nuggets for later use, should they ever become relevant. :)

But Virus has paid his dues. Ukan put him through the wringer and tossed him around like a pitbull with a ragdoll. It cannot possibly get any worse. :p

So you did some shit that would have killed both you and someone else.

I'm really curious to hear the story, but perhaps you should think twice before sharing it here haha

Oh, what could possibly go wrong?

 Nutshell and then I'm done.  I was arrested
by a deputy sheriff.  For what isn't a concern.  It was very early in
the morning (3:30AM) and few persons were in the jail as the two Deputies began
processing me.  I was in a state of complete mania and risky, irrational
thoughts made perfect sense to me.  As I sat, un-cuffed at this point (I
was being a very cooperative prisoner) I devised the plane to take one policeman’s
pistol, shoot the other in the head, then the next, and finally kill myself.
 Sounded fun at the time.

I managed to get the pistol from the first Deputy
but underestimated the quickness of the second officer (he was like 25 or 26
and in good shape) As I discharged the weapon the young stud tackled my ass and
the round went into the wall.  After a day of sitting in the cell and
awaiting further charges I was introduced to a psychiatrist... shit started
coming out.  Shit I have held bottled up for more than 20 years.  I
was turned over to the Military Authorities, given a psych eval, and spent 19
days in an acute mental stabilization hospital.  From there I was taken
back to the location of my parent command.  I'm on anti-depressants,
anti-psychotics, and anti-convulsing/anxiety medicines at this time.  My
access to the public world is severely limited.  I have appointments with
therapist, social workers, psychiatrist, and everyone under the sun these days.
 Bipolar is the diagnosis prompted through into an acute episode do to
PTSD.  In short, I'm fucked.

On another note, I have noticed this place hasn't
changed at all.  It's still the same arguments being held by the same
people with the same problems being brought up by new losers... rinse, wash,
repeat.  I may check back from time to time if the opportunity presents
itself, but really I have much bigger things on my plate.  I'm looking at
some possible serious brig time.  I don't like being locked up... might
try to make a break for it.  Hence the questions I asked under the puppet
SAM.

Ed, that has been the only puppet I have used
since coming to the new forum.  Good luck to all you crazy fuckers!
 Catch you on the flip side.

PS: Yes, I used Word to check my shit for this one... trying new things when I can.

Sorry about the PTSD crap. Feel better. 

This really sucks Tom. This is serious shit, and you're talking about it as if it's been a camping vacation. The US army really messes with people's heads. I hope you're getting out of this soon, and your family will help you through it.