Hush now. Can you take the crazy making jokes out in the hall?
Or upstairs on the 5th floor with the recovering puppet addicts?
Dude show some respect for the living. Not everyone brain dead like you long time.
It wasn't real love, it was a game and you got played. It's ok though, shit happens and people do shitty things, but as long as you keep giving her the power to hurt you she is winning. Be good to yourself, protect yourself, stop obsessing about it, stop trying to make sense out of it, it doesn't exist. There are solid people and there are bullshit people, don't try to decipher the bs, it's pointless, you won't get anywhere logical and solid, it's a waste of energy and time. I learned this the hard way! ;) Therapy is good stuff though, so you're doing the right thing! :)
I'm sorry that you got hurt, I know exactly how you feel, but it will pass. See it as a mistake, learn from it, never let it happen again. In the meantime pretend that she doesn't exist, she was just a textbook problem to be solved, a homework to make you stronger. Write your issues down, work on them with your therapist, but for your own gain, not relating to her. Take good care of that heart, cherish it, nurture it, don't turn cold and bitter b/c of her silly ass. Good people are few on this world, don't drift to the dark side, stay here, be stronger than that. Seriously, fuck her, fuck anyone who treats you badly, even if you had let her and it was partially your fault, still, fuck her, you deserve better.
She will stay present in your life as long as you let her, cut all ties, she's cancer, amputate it.
Good luck!! Sending you a big virtual hug and lots of positive energy!! :) It gets better, waaaaay better!! :) I promise!
She told me every day multiple times that she loved me. She even reprimanded me once for not saying I loved her before hanging up the phone. She told me later that it was important for me to say this to her every time before hanging up. I didn't realize it then but that's a red flag. There's an entire chapter on I Love You in some of these sociopath books.
By getting out of your life she is doing you a huge favor.
Some ppl arent so lucky.
It hurts so you will know it is poison and stay away. If it werent so clear how awful this makes you feel you would try to hold on; so it has to feel totally horrible to make you not miss this and let it go.
As you heal you may throw up a lot of bitterness so Throw it out when that happens. You mind and spirit are Cleaning out the bad stinky trash to make room for The good stuff that life will bring you after. Good riddance
And may you feel much more relief support and peace In the days to come. It may be worst at first but as BB said It gets better. Be proud and take courage you are a good loving soul.
Please remember that no matter how awful you feel It is always better to be YOU the good guy in this story Not the messed up people who cant love like you can.
As Bad as you feel like dying, be GLAD you are you and not them
You are still better off
by emilynghiem
By getting out of your life she is doing you a huge favor.
Some ppl arent so lucky.
It hurts so you will know it is poison and stay away. If it werent so clear how awful this makes you feel you would try to hold on; so it has to feel totally horrible to make you not miss this and let it go.
As you heal you may throw up a lot of bitterness so
Throw it out when that happens. You mind and spirit are
Cleaning out the bad stinky trash to make room for
The good stuff that life will bring you after. Good riddance
And may you feel much more relief support and peace
In the days to come. It may be worst at first but as BB said
It gets better. Be proud and take courage you are a good loving soul.
love the garbage man; give him a tip even