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 another thing this has been going on for 4 months and he wont quit. is that normal sociopath behavior?

You're admittedly repulsed by him and are asking what to do. Why would you not just ignore him if you don't like him?

 because the game is fun. This is the hard part

 There is no game if you're repulsed by him so moving on...

Why don't you really admit what's going on here. You like it, whether it's the attention or the fact that he leaves a path of destruction in order to fuck you but some part of you really enjoys it. Do you want someone here to tell you it's messed up and to leave it alone? This won't convince you to stop. You already are aware of how this is. Knowing if this person is a sociopath or not will not change your mind. A label isn't going to make a difference.

 godammit this was no help. DUH I like the attention thats why I am playing the game. It goes beyond physical attraction. I am just trying have the upper hand. I just have not been involved with someone who is similar so NC I guess is the way to end it.

Well the best way to rid yourself of the sociopath is to let him go. But the truth is you don't want to. You say your repulsed but in truth you greatly desire him... He has a magnetic pull on you, he's a type of addiction for you, and you crave what he gives you.

The question you need to ask here isn't: how do i get rid of him? But should i get rid of him? How badly do i want him? Do i want the good enough to suffer the bad? Answer that and your path becomes very clear.

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 giving him what he wants will never, ever happen

 I have to get rid of him for myself. I do not want anyone to think they are controlling me. I already blocked him I guess it's a matter of when he'll try and contact me again. Which this time I have to ignore. He saw me at a bar after two weeks of NC and I successfully ignored him 3 times. Then after a few more drinks it was nearly impossible. Then the texts started up and round three