So my neutral feeling = grouchy?
Gee, thanks, I would never have known I was feeling grouchy if it weren't for you...
by anastaciaFor fucks sake you're grouchier than usual. Please get a vibrator, I know I've mentioned it before but come on. If you're this bad here imagine how people in your real life must be suffering.
my god would you just let go of daddy's ballhairs...get a room for fuck sake
"Low self esteem. I've had it all my life," - you are not unique in this, most people do.
"I gave him all the parts of me that I was too afraid to show the rest of the world" - He made you do this - he gained your trust. Made you feel safe to be vulnerable and then used it against you. He wants power - someone to hurt and dominate - that's how he gets off.
There are no answers for his behaviour. You will never have the closure you want from him. The person he pretended to be never existed. Realize that. He showed you who he is.
Want revenge? I'd put a bullet between the eyes of any man who thought he could put my face in dog shit. Nice and slow - make him look me in the eye and process what I was about to do.
But that's fantasy talking, cause you'd go to jail. He's not worth that.
Don't be stupid anymore. You know what you know. Cut him off for good.
by anastaciaThat's neutral? How do you know when you're PMSing then?
My mood doesn't change when I'm PMSing. I do get physically hornier though and want sex more.
I'm neutral most of the time, aside from boredom. My daughter pisses me off at times, but that only happens when I tell her to do something and she doesn't listen. Sometimes I fake anger if I'm not actually angry at her.
many thank me when i comfort them, because they dont see me leading them to slaughter...
ruining people is not an act of kindness, but an intelligent person wouldnt give their anger away, they would use it quietly, and plan out their moves strategically, even if it means swallowing your pride to achieve your greater aims. an intelligent person would smile politely comfort openly and hide their darkness...