Sociopath Community

by anastacia

 

by Spatial Mind

Now Ed, when I extend my hand, I'll pull you up if you allow it, but I cannot be pulled down where you are, the highest would be so disappointed.

 This is why I can't take much of what you say seriously because it's so obviously exaggerated. You portray a Christ complex very well. It's funny to me. But I wonder if you push it so far into the realm of humor because you don't want anyone to know how much you truly care about others. 

I think you understood my message perfectly.

I did once write in here how I care for people too much sometimes. I'm not really hiding anything, I just have a sense of humor, they are just judging me cause Ed has them all worked up to tackle me. See how things were fine and dandy before compared to now ? Groupthink.

by Alpaca Wool Sock

 

by Spatial Mind

 What is it ? The extended hand comment ? You and Edvard seem to take that seriously. My humor is too rough it seems." It seems". I make a joke and people start calling me blind to my so called big ego. I'll tone it down for you guys.

 You should try self-deprecating humor, although I fear you'd just sound honest.

 

 The ones who despise me the most at some points often suggest I practice humility. Though I've done that on many occasions, it's never enough. Cute sock sheep, Let us cuddle.

 Things are still fine. I see your humor, and admitted that I find it funny, but I can also see how others wouldn't take it in the same way. When I said I can't take much of what you say seriously I was referring to most conversations between you and Edvard. Those I read as though you are mostly joking with him but he doesn't see it that way when he responds so things tend to snowball and blow up. 

Hi A I noticed you pointed out the same thing with both spatial and me. Perhaps if we both connect in Christ and channel that authority when we state something it comes across as strong religiously. It isnt just him or me per se but the ppl we connect with like singing with a choir is stronger than solo. I think its the energy wavelength we are connect ing with which creates this effect or impression. My friend Olivia uses that when she prays and says it isnt her own self but the prayers of many people focused as one thst makes it more powerful. This is what it means to be joined in christ or by conscience it makes us all stronger by joining forces in harmony.

So it is a manifestation of christ or conscience agreeing in the spirit of truth. It is christ related but not coming from us like a complex but energy coming through us like a natural life force sharing itelf.

by Spatial Mind

 In person we'd be going on about biblical stuff and spirituality and what's happening in the world, I'm sure our necks would ache from nodding. Such conversations get's me pretty upbeat and stoaked for revolution. You'd probably go crazy over the topics too, then we'd be a pair of mad people. You're free to tell me things if you are interested in my feedback.

 great lets get it started im ready for the second reformation

I will start a thread to.discuss proving universal meanings of god jesus laws justice etc. By first proving that forgiveness correlates with recociliation. Not changing views but perceptions of them.

I will start another thread for anyone to chip in on what their most lifechanging event was that made them a different person. Thanks!

 Actually with Tony I wasn't being serious and neither was he. Some of the things he talks about are serious but the extreme "Savior" comments aren't. Those are usually directed at Edvard.

From what I read of your posts you are serious in all of them. 

Edvard's grudge against me is very deep routed I'm afraid, and his reason for despising me is based on the relations between Alia and myself.

In the old forum Edvard and I got along well. He use to ask me questions and enjoyed all of my grand gestures.

It all started when Kage made a post requesting to see a machine I designed. Instead of showing him that I held it, and I showed him a design for a water pump i suggested won't work, but i posted concept images of it, asking the community if anyone can solve it. The type of replies I got were, "You're an idiot Space, that will never work" I repeated over and over again i know it won't work, but they were all busy getting worked up over seeing others take stabs at me. Alia included. Now I can say anything to anyone here, and still can, but I decided to call Alia to hoe, and Edvard had an emotional freakout over it. I did question why can I not stand up for myself, but it was useless. edvard's hissy fit. That is when I was labeled a narcissist, all of a sudden the entire community started calling me one. Groupthink when I asked the sheeple, no one really had an answer as to why they think I am, they just followed the leader.

So I apologized to Alia and she said it was fine, she wasn't offended over it, I said I was glad, she was pleasant. Really it was nothing. Things with Edvard and I patched up, I apologized to him too. Of course I can't talk about how considerate I am, that would be boastful.

Longer story short, think are not so well with Alia and myself. And for Edvard, it was okay for him to stir shit between Alia and myself. In all honesty, I just ignored all of Alia's swings at me, and when I have something to say about her, it was in response to what Edvard had to tell me about her.

After some time, Edvard never got it, so I told him, he's accountable for all of the nasty things I say about his dear married friendzone friend who he worships. On the bright side, Edvard ceased provoking the situation between her and I, but in return Edvard runs around demonizing me.

This is one of many reasons why I point out how much of a tool Edvard is. He serves the wrong masters and from my perspective, it undoes his manhood, cause I would never back someone so nasty.

Today with the aid of Edvard, the community still likes to ridicule me under the falsehoods that spawned from Edvard's continued immaturity. No one wants to admit they have been mislead, and when people think you are a narcissist, not by experience they take every detail you say as some grand scheme. In truth i am uplifted, I suffer from chronic depression too, but in the end, when I'm in a good mood, it's time for the sheppard and sheep to cut me down.

With that, I'm glad you're seeing things for yourself Amanda. Around here, I think extra highly of that quality.

by anastacia

 Actually with Tony I wasn't being serious and neither was he. Some of the things he talks about are serious but the extreme "Savior" comments aren't. Those are usually directed at Edvard.

From what I read of your posts you are serious in all of them. 

 I am however inspired and a firm believer in Christ.

by emilynghiem

 

by Spatial Mind

 In person we'd be going on about biblical stuff and spirituality and what's happening in the world, I'm sure our necks would ache from nodding. Such conversations get's me pretty upbeat and stoaked for revolution. You'd probably go crazy over the topics too, then we'd be a pair of mad people. You're free to tell me things if you are interested in my feedback.

 great lets get it started im ready for the second reformation

I will start a thread to.discuss proving universal meanings of god jesus laws justice etc. By first proving that forgiveness correlates with recociliation. Not changing views but perceptions of them.

I will start another thread for anyone to chip in on what their most lifechanging event was that made them a different person. Thanks!

 I made an awesome thread surrounding that, and it got erased. There was a breech in security here so SoulCreative had to patch it up then revert the forum to a restore point, and my masterpiece of a thread got caught up in it.

 Well. Even after reading this it still just comes down to two personalities that clash. 

I'm sure you know this post looks a lot like victimization (at the very least overly dramatic) so I don't really believe you're as hurt by the group view of you as you make it sound. Narcissism comes in many forms and since I do see a bit of humor in your posts it's impossible for me to assume one way or another on that subject. But you do realize that you antagonize him and he does the same to you in return. You knew that posting during his confession post would annoy/anger him and you enjoyed it. I'm sure if it were the other way around he'd probably do the same. Most people here only see you appearing to comment on a post or something related to him and that just further perpetuates the group view. 

If you were to post more on topics other than Eddie-centric things the view would surely transition and I hope you do just that. Pretend there's a smiley face here, I would type one but no one would think I was being serious.