Ok, so EDVARD here. I've also been Secret Admirer all this time.
To the people I've been playing forum games with: I really like you, I think you're great people and it saddens me I got so caught up in this shit that I was rude and a jerk to you. Truth is, I had a really bad breakup in real life a while ago, and I've taken refugee online in a way (so I've been like TK in a way I suppose). I acted like a jerk, because when I enter fight mode I don't think straight properly and all I care about is win at any cost. I think that's what makes me similar to a socio, so yeah, Alter was more right that I admitted to her.
I have been self absorbed and blind, and said a lot of shit that I regret. This is to tell you I am sorry, and I hope we'll get along well from now on as before...