by anastaciaI'm just going to bump this in case you didn't see it. <3
Translation: Edvards shlong is in my mouth balls deep
by anastaciaOver all I am humble, I'm not always like that, though I'm always open
to the ways that set my standards, in which I do think highly of,
obviously, cause they are my standards.You find your own standards, those that you hold yourself to, to be high?
Yes.
You are always open to the ways you set them? That sounds a bit fluctuating and not continuous. I understand that you are saying "the ways you set standards" and not standards themselves.
As I said, I'm not always humble. If things go a certain way, I'm prone to guilt. In the event I'm out of bounds in terms of my standards, it doesn't take much for me cease. Fluctuating yes. Life is all a part of our development.
I don't run around showing off nor do I openly claim to be the best. I
do think of myself to be great, and I address those who put themselves
below me only if I feel like it. Now when I say I'm above someone, this
is in reference to their petty behaviour in comparrison to my state of
being.If you were above them though you wouldn't respond to their petty behavior would you?
I'm not going to touch the first part of that.
I believe communication to be superior to ignorance. We are in part responsible for the kind of feedback we receive from others. I just stick to what's true, and I do it kindly, not to upset my attacker, but for myself.
The best of what we've done is always in the past, and I personally feel
I've succeeded in being entreating for those I focused on.I disagree with this. Of course the best of what we've "done" is in the past but that's due to the past tense of the very word.
You agree.
The best is yet to come and we should always be focused on improvement while striving for even greater things. Too much focus on past deeds or actions will keep you there while everyone and everything else passes you by.
At the end of a life span, there are some who believe their best days were when they were a child. The best may have already passed for all we know, but it's okay to place hope in the unpredictable future. It helps.
but I do feel humbled whenever expressing a grand gesture
If you felt humbled then you wouldn't bring attention to it or call it such.
When questioned, I bring it up, and my reason for doing it is for the sake of truth. I'm more interested in maintaining myself rather than have newcomers think I'm some kind of pedophile. Other times I don't even bother making a stand. Again I'm not always humble, over all I am.
Look at them, trying to steal your one on one time with me.
This is a forum. If I truly needed one on one time I'd request you to email me. And you still can do that. The email address is [email protected] . It's not stealing. I'm sharing. Consider it my own grand gesture. (she says with a laugh)
Well if I were in their position, for me it would be a very shallow thing to distract a good conversation with falsehoods and insults. If I tried to hook you, you'd probably not give it up for me while people like that are buzzing around. Still it's nice of you to let me in, thank you.
When writing me, I'll be notified within 15 minutes via mobile device, and respond when I can.
I'll tell you straight up, my main reason for being unkind to their
friend Alia, is because she seriously needs to be destroyed and rebuilt.I don't see her here and if she is here in another persona then fine but the persona that you dealt with directly is not here.
Okay, but I was addressing their reason for being as they are. The persona I, as you say, dealt with, is the leader of their miniature hate brigade. I'm not trying to insult anyone when I say they are her servants.
Responding to the collective (her tools as you call them) does nothing but add fuel to a fire you say you don't want to deal with in the first place.
I haven't respond to them, though I've told Edvard countless times for every time I see him being a tool. It's not that I suggest he do things my way, but more on a universal level he should grow.
You are the squeaky wheel in the expression "the squeaky wheel gets the grease". You are the magnet of attention because you feed into it then claim humility in their actions which is just further attention. This cycle is never ending. It's not humbling, it's an individual claiming grand gestures when in actuality it's just another person having an argument online. If you bring up the real life information ordeal then that is just giving further attention to something that shouldn't be acknowledged.
Simply speaking: you care, they see that you care and they act on it.
When I'm tired, I peacefully retire. Debating or arguing or whatever is going on here, is glorious and sometimes fun. The random name calling is not my style, I like to teach, even in aggressive situations. I'm also merciful. As for Chi, I only spoke to that thing twice or so. I don't care what that puppet says. Most of the time my eyes roll right off of Chi the second I see the puppet, for I know it only has ugly intentions. I have no desire to correct and straighten out Chi and some others when they troll me. It would be a waste of time.
No it's not humbling, nor does it upset me. Being humble is all a matter of conditioning the self, and not allowing others to manage how you feel. I really do feed off of the energy output from them, cause I believe it enhances my soul to be able to painlessly exist with less worries, even in this kind of environment. Not to long ago I let Edvard go with saying all kinds of nasty things to me. He nor you, or anyone here really doesn't seem to know what these grand gestures I brought up even are. Why I even mentioned it, well, we are picking me apart here so why not. It's progressive.
So in the end I'm sure you know this looks a bit like "Tony's great martyrdom" where you take a public lashing which you incite and then deal with it to your own standards which by your admission you think highly of.
I was looking at it like me focusing on you, while I managed to shake off some parasites simply by ignoring them. I myself dislike ignorance but it was necessary for me to do this time. It's easy to do, but it's below my standard, it's a good thing I can be flexible.
Yeah it's a lot of work. When you bumped the thread with that heart, I all of a sudden made it a first priority to respond in detail. I enjoy the communication, you have a way of peacefully inserting extremely blunt questions, while your conclusions come from a fairly high intuition, An. I've commited nearly every thing you question, but as opposed to it being as I am, I'd suggest those versions of myself are more like places I've visited. They are dark places, I like it better way up here '-'