I really think he's stupid ana. He can't see simple, obvious stuff, it's not all narcissism. He isn't the sharpest pencil in the box...
by anastaciaGood. I'm glad you were amused.
So go ahead and explain it for me. Are you admitting that you suffer from keeping yourself humble and that's why you accomplish both? Are you saying it's a constant struggle in this area?
Over all I am humble, I'm not always like that, though I'm always open to the ways that set my standards, in which I do think highly of, obviously, cause they are my standards. Deep down inside I am somewhat concieted, in the old forum I'd often announce how they are forcing me to be concieted. I don't run around showing off nor do I openly claim to be the best. I do think of myself to be great, and I address those who put themselves below me only if I feel like it. Now when I say I'm above someone, this is in reference to their petty behaviour in comparrison to my state of being. I'd much rather be as I am compared to these parasites. Still they are useful to me, and not only do I aspire to be tollerant, I actually get to play it out, and again I'm humbled. The best of what we've done is always in the past, and I personally feel I've succeeded in being entreating for those I focused on. Though there is this one case I failed to deliver a grand gesture, and it had to do with my inability to forgive at the time. I don't claim to be needed, but I do feel humbled whenever expressing a grand gesture. No I don't feel disliked by anyone, even by those who claim to hate me the most. Look at them, trying to steal your one on one time with me. Chi in particular names itsrlf after my cat, once it asked for a picture of my cat, obviously for it's avatar. For that one to achieve the image of my beloved cat, would be a power play, for them to annoy me I presume. The way I see it, there is someone trying so hard to get under my skin, it's become energizing. And why do they do this ? Cause I'm repulsed by Alia. I'll tell you straight up, my main reason for being unkind to their friend Alia, is because she seriously needs to be destroyed and rebuilt. What she does is nasty, I don't believe kindness can fix her, if anything it would make her worse. It's not that I care to hold a grudge, It's just she has these tools floating around picking up where she left off. Often do they remind me of their queen. When I bring this up, it's for their own good. I can't help but to see their position as lame. After all this time, they still go on about falsehoods made for me. I'm me, they are them, again I'm humbled. I'm also humbled to be interviewed by you Annie, thank you very much.
Over all I am humble, I'm not always like that, though I'm always open
to the ways that set my standards, in which I do think highly of,
obviously, cause they are my standards.
You find your own standards, those that you hold yourself to, to be high? You are always open to the ways you set them? That sounds a bit fluctuating and not continuous. I understand that you are saying "the ways you set standards" and not standards themselves.
I don't run around showing off nor do I openly claim to be the best. I
do think of myself to be great, and I address those who put themselves
below me only if I feel like it. Now when I say I'm above someone, this
is in reference to their petty behaviour in comparrison to my state of
being.
If you were above them though you wouldn't respond to their petty behavior would you?
I'm not going to touch the first part of that.
The best of what we've done is always in the past, and I personally feel
I've succeeded in being entreating for those I focused on.
I disagree with this. Of course the best of what we've "done" is in the past but that's due to the past tense of the very word. The best is yet to come and we should always be focused on improvement while striving for even greater things. Too much focus on past deeds or actions will keep you there while everyone and everything else passes you by.
but I do feel humbled whenever expressing a grand gesture
If you felt humbled then you wouldn't bring attention to it or call it such.
Look at them, trying to steal your one on one time with me.
This is a forum. If I truly needed one on one time I'd request you to email me. And you still can do that. The email address is [email protected] . It's not stealing. I'm sharing. Consider it my own grand gesture. (she says with a laugh)
I'll tell you straight up, my main reason for being unkind to their
friend Alia, is because she seriously needs to be destroyed and rebuilt.
I don't see her here and if she is here in another persona then fine but the persona that you dealt with directly is not here. Responding to the collective (her tools as you call them) does nothing but add fuel to a fire you say you don't want to deal with in the first place. You are the squeaky wheel in the expression "the squeaky wheel gets the grease". You are the magnet of attention because you feed into it then claim humility in their actions which is just further attention. This cycle is never ending. It's not humbling, it's an individual claiming grand gestures when in actuality it's just another person having an argument online. If you bring up the real life information ordeal then that is just giving further attention to something that shouldn't be acknowledged.
Simply speaking: you care, they see that you care and they act on it.
So in the end I'm sure you know this looks a bit like "Tony's great martyrdom" where you take a public lashing which you incite and then deal with it to your own standards which by your admission you think highly of.
I wouldn't consider my initial question an interview as more of a prompt to a monologue. This is more of an interview format.